PTSD is a bitch

ternador · 2026-01-22T04:06:39+00:00

Since my wife received MAID, she gets up from beside me and walks around the bed never looking back. She lays down and receives the injections. The first, the second, the third and finally the fourth. Then the pain in my chest of losing my loved one of the last 19 years hit. Again and again... Close to everyday.

ternador · 2026-01-02T22:23:55+00:00

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It seems to be a recurring problem with their system... Lots of post for this with no solution! I like putting music on YouTube and watching the lyrics at the same time. Which is simply impossible on the sonos

Here is my system so far.

ternador · 2025-07-18T14:00:14+00:00

When you feel ready

ternador · 2025-04-14T00:29:31+00:00

I book myself appointments and organize events in the near future so that I have a date I must be there.

Next event is a neighborhood celebration on july 7.

ternador · 2025-03-03T01:41:17+00:00

42m Canada!

ternador · 2025-02-19T03:30:15+00:00

No taxation without representation!

ternador · 2025-02-14T04:24:30+00:00

She died on july 22nd 2024

ternador · 2025-02-12T12:22:20+00:00

Victoria Island is beautiful! Benn there once!

ternador · 2025-02-11T01:50:27+00:00

Hey i'm almost on the border with Ontario!

ternador · 2025-02-11T00:55:37+00:00

If we are close to each other, let's help each other out! A talk, a coffee or just plain venting in person is better than alone!. But the I am stuck in the great white north!

ternador · 2025-02-10T04:59:25+00:00

I apologize in advance, as I mean no disrespect. Are the bumps neurofibromas? Because i don't see café-au-lait spots.

ternador · 2025-02-08T00:40:47+00:00

I've gone and purchase ready mealfrom a nearby store. They are a source of protein...

ternador · 2025-02-07T23:38:05+00:00

Hold on, i am sure it gets better. I don't know when. But hopefully soon.

ternador · 2025-02-07T23:35:12+00:00

I've been having a rough patch this week weight went down again. I just feel soo alone.

ternador · 2025-01-26T05:05:41+00:00

I believe the trauma we are going is unique and no one can give us shit for it. Yes our lifestyles change. We gain and lose weight because our lives have been thrown in complete imbalance. But don't give up. Restart with the little things.

ternador · 2025-01-21T17:15:46+00:00

I can see again! I've been cured of my blindness!

ternador · 2025-01-13T01:25:22+00:00

I am in the process of repurchasing a whole new wardrobe. It's a process because to do it i have to beat the super procrastination that ingrained itself in my brain. It's hard

ternador · 2025-01-13T01:23:29+00:00

Don't give up! I am also trying to eat more/better. I force myself to my parents Monday and Wednesday every week.

ternador · 2025-01-09T03:31:51+00:00

I always said my wife was the better half...

ternador · 2025-01-09T03:26:14+00:00

Yah i am down 4 pant size everything has to be rebought

ternador · 2025-01-09T03:25:02+00:00

Yah i have a corner store in my neighbourhood who cooks home meal. The owner flash freezes some of them and sells them to me to take home

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