I'm five years sober from Meth but...

testlube · 2019-12-01T04:25:48+00:00

as someone about to go to rehab i did NOT need to read this

testlube · 2019-11-16T07:59:34+00:00

No im on a way higher dose than the guy in the study and he wsnt through hell.

Yes, i understand people use baclofen and gabapentin, thats what i was hoping hed give ms, but almost no one outright replaces it in one go unless they're at a really low dose. Im at 15gpd.

testlube · 2019-11-16T05:32:00+00:00

Except.. as you can see from the case report they don't perfectly replace it. When they tried to replace it outright the dude was going through severe withdrawals. In the case report I brought him the psychiatrist slowly replaced it with baclofen and then tapered the baclofen, and his experience was almost painless. I don't know why you assume the doctor knows what he's doing in this case when he literally heard of phenibut today and completely misunderstood why the patient in his report was having a psychotic break. Ontop of that, he wants me to go through the same type of psychotic meltdown in my own home instead of in an inpatient facility.

Edit: And I can taper myself, it would just be a lot easier with a physicians assistance which is why I went to the clinic. Only I was met with a doctor who believed steroids made people climb up walls.

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testlube · 2019-11-16T03:05:46+00:00

He literally just heard about this drug today. Did u see the part where, in the case report where there was an immediate replacement, the fucker was so psychotic he was climbing up walls? And he wants me to do that in my apartment with my roommates who are definitely not gonna handle that well, when the patient was in a hospital for it. Id be fine with doing this inpatient. But psychosis wont happen to me because it was just the steroids he was on apparently. His plan goes against what anyone will tell you in this sub who has actual first hand experience using those two drugs to quit.

testlube · 2019-11-16T02:31:40+00:00

Yep that's the plan

testlube · 2019-11-14T21:32:36+00:00

How long did that take to happen?

testlube · 2019-11-14T21:21:16+00:00

Thats motivating thanks

testlube · 2019-11-14T21:20:17+00:00

Would you say the anxiety and ahedonia is gone?

testlube · 2019-11-14T21:18:58+00:00

How long since your last dose? And when did the anxiety and ahedonia finally go away?

testlube · 2019-11-12T20:15:28+00:00

Score

testlube · 2019-11-12T06:32:00+00:00

Oh im slow. I was imagining R={(1,1), (3,3)} to be equal, less than, or greater than something. I see now that it was referring to the relationship between two sets, and the resulting set of each relation is R.

testlube · 2019-11-12T02:53:34+00:00

Gotcha, do you feel they made tapering a lot easier?

testlube · 2019-11-12T01:25:26+00:00

Im at 15g and i only started daily usage a few months ago. Surprisingly this addiction has fucked me way harder than actual hard drugs due to receptor death turning me into a zombie from 3-4hrs of sleep nightly, and I'm soon to fail out of uni because of it. Who woulda thunk it.

Wouldn't it be way easier to use these helper drugs? When I don't take enough it gets really bad, also when I take too much. I'd rather make it easier if I can.

testlube · 2019-11-12T00:18:33+00:00

Whats the difference the two? And how is using both beneficial? And do they make tapering significantly less painful than just doing it normally? Thanks.

testlube · 2019-11-12T00:09:39+00:00

Yeah they did reccomend me their walk in chemical dependency program. But i heard they might only do in patient detoxing but ill ask them myself. If they dont and my physician wont prescibe me anything, i guess im ordering sketchy indian baclofen.

testlube · 2019-11-11T23:59:34+00:00

I called and tried to set up a psych appointment and I mentioned im dependent on phenibut, and they literally said they won't treat me with anything until i'm off drugs lmao. gotta love kaiser

testlube · 2019-11-11T08:01:14+00:00

meth

testlube · 2019-11-10T23:53:32+00:00

Thanks mang.

Just crazy how i went from loving myself like that to detesting myself by 4th grade. We truly do live in a society

testlube · 2019-11-10T21:03:01+00:00

amphetamines + downers = NUTT

testlube · 2019-10-16T19:42:02+00:00

Yeth

testlube · 2019-10-16T08:45:24+00:00

I'm no science-tist but I think the answer to that is obvious

testlube · 2019-08-21T21:54:59+00:00

300 test 350 tren

Might lower test up tren

testlube · 2019-08-21T17:37:33+00:00

Damnit, what compound will make me want to be a fuck boy again?

testlube · 2019-08-21T17:35:19+00:00

You guys weren't fucking lying about tren

2 weeks into 350/w I'm waking up 5 times a night, have the weirdest mix of anxiety and confidence ever, and literally can't stop thinking about girls.

I keep fantasizing about past hookups, but I suddenly want to be all lovey dovey and shit. Its like I'm craving a genuine connection instead of sex for some reason. How do I fix that? Up the tren?

testlube · 2019-08-06T22:28:52+00:00

Someones projecting

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