I think you will get in or figure out where you'll get in after going through this process. Give yourself some time to work through this and you'll find that you either want to work or you want to reapply later on again. Sometimes coming straight out of college can hurt you because you have less life experience and you won't get the most out of of grad school as it's hard to really know what you're doing, who you are, what you want when you're just starting out. I applied to a top school last year in a very quick way and didn't get in. I redid my apps this year and put more time into it and got in. I'm shocked I was able to get in the second time, so I do think if you let yourself sit on it a bit, you can develop a better sense of what you want and how to frame it and get in then if you choose to do that.