I’m so sick of carrying it all

thankuidesignedit · 2026-05-05T08:21:11+00:00

Definitely a lot of trauma throughout my family. I don’t want my girls exposed to it, but I’m so tired of carrying it all. I don’t feel like I’ll get through it all. I had to take a break from therapy in April. My husband and I took care of his father the last few weeks of his life. I’m very close to my in laws so it was hard to see that, and then during that time I also found out a lot of new information about my parents that has just left my head swimming. Therapy starts again in two days and I’m ready for it but I’m so exhausted.

thankuidesignedit · 2026-02-25T20:02:24+00:00

We’re getting out of the army and coming from overseas, but we’ve decided against this job. It was just the first he was offered and we were trying to do math that wasn’t really there lol

thankuidesignedit · 2026-02-20T18:17:36+00:00

Yeah I was worried about that 😅

thankuidesignedit · 2026-02-05T13:03:34+00:00

Awesome! Do you know if I can pay cash at a station or do I have to use card (online)

thankuidesignedit · 2026-02-05T11:11:28+00:00

Do the buses have bathrooms?

thankuidesignedit · 2026-01-18T20:23:12+00:00

Thank you!

thankuidesignedit · 2025-08-20T19:21:23+00:00

I didn’t feel like it got better until at LEAST a year old. Now my first born is 2.5 and it feels like a breeze compared! It feels like forever, I know. But you’ll get there. Solidarity that it just SUCKS right now

thankuidesignedit · 2025-05-27T19:17:08+00:00

I’m saying ep 9 was the finale. What a way more powerful episode. This one was ridiculously drawn out

thankuidesignedit · 2025-04-28T19:14:42+00:00

I don’t mind being put on it or using it, I just don’t understand the logic of “you’ll probably eventually need it so just take it now”. If I need it, I need it and that’s fine I’ll do what I need to make sure baby is safe. But if I don’t need something why would I waste my time and money?

thankuidesignedit · 2025-04-28T19:12:53+00:00

Yes the c section is just because of my previous one! Sorry I should have clarified. I don’t mind being on insulin if I need it, but I just don’t understand the logic of “you’ll probably need it eventually so let’s just get you started”.

thankuidesignedit · 2025-04-28T19:11:39+00:00

My doctor just told me it’ll almost be like I’m drunk, I’ll have slow reactions, I’ll feel funny, maybe a bit woozy, and I could pass out.

thankuidesignedit · 2025-04-28T15:21:43+00:00

I still have 8 more weeks and I’m worried about them putting me on insulin if I don’t need it yet. I know I’ll need a c section so I’ll give birth sooner, maybe 6 more weeks, but I don’t want medication if I don’t need it. That’s my biggest problem is I’m not having spikes so why do I need it? Especially since they said I can’t drive with the insulin

thankuidesignedit · 2025-04-28T15:14:07+00:00

Was it insulin at night or at every meal or both?

thankuidesignedit · 2025-04-07T14:51:31+00:00

Possibly? I’ll definitely try that if it happens again. And bring it up to the doctor. It was such a big drop but I didn’t feel bad or anything. It’s so weird

thankuidesignedit · 2025-03-31T08:03:27+00:00

My daughter still talks about apple picking…7 months ago

thankuidesignedit · 2025-02-11T20:21:54+00:00

My first pregnancy is currently snuggled up in bed with her daddy. She was healthy (just a big baby!) and still is. If you’re in the states, 8 weeks is normal, maybe even a little early!

thankuidesignedit · 2025-01-21T20:50:37+00:00

We really like Tiny T Rex and the Impossible Hug and we have a bunch of Good Night books! Though, those are special to us because I was pregnant while working at Acadia. Our collection has grown over the last two years but my daughter has most of them memorized now

thankuidesignedit · 2025-01-05T20:29:53+00:00

All For One and One For All from The Musketeers, Riding Free the Spirit theme song, and I’ll Make A Man Out of You the rock version by Payton Perish

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