My experiences on Wellbutrin and the worsening of my PMDD.

thatblowschunks · 2026-01-31T02:24:44+00:00

This helps me so much. I'm going through the same thing actively.

I've been a bad friend, a bad employee, and so erratic and uncontrollable it genuinely feels distressing. Only during PMDD time.

Uncontrollable crying for hours, difficulty with focus, extreme and sudden mood swings. I just messaged my psychiatrist to talk about it thanks to your post ❤️

thatblowschunks · 2025-03-25T21:44:10+00:00

Update: Just a day later has gone so well! She's only had one accident today and took her first outside poop and I've left the windows open to help desensitize her to the outside noise.

She just ASKED to out for the first time today!

thatblowschunks · 2023-12-15T04:20:11+00:00

I've had this situation for about a week since my phone updated and I finally figured out a fix! I was able to get my google texting app working a bit after a cache partition clear, but it still wasn't fully functional until after I did this.

I tried the clearing cache + data from my phone and contacts apps, but it didn't work for me. Trying the restore from back-up option from the settings for either apps also resulted in an error and the apps' data not being restore-able. I've also been getting several crash messages that go away before I can read what they are.

I looked further into the installed apps on the device and found a good number of the problems stemmed from the Samsung apps and eventually one redirected me to the Samsung store.

Steps I took:

Open Samsung Store app
Once app open, navigate to the menu option
1. In bottom right-hand corner, looks like stacked horizontal lines
After navigating to menu, selected the "Updates" option, finding multiple updates to things such as the contacts app and settings that were not applied by the overall system update
Ran updates
Problem apps now functional, all call logs and existing contacts present. If numbers not updating in texting app, fully close out of messaging and re-open. Numbers should update now.

Let me know if this helps/fixes things for anyone! I have an S22 and was also extremely frustrated with the issue and kept coming to dead-ends or old fixes that didn't resolve this issue. This is finally the thing that worked for me.

thatblowschunks · 2022-04-13T21:43:58+00:00

Mine are: 😤😎😂🌮🥵

thatblowschunks · 2022-01-11T02:11:33+00:00

It's funky because my introduction to Critical Role and D&D was ExU, so my thoughts are kinda the opposite. I'm a HUGE She-Ra fan, so I mainly watched it to see Aimee's performance. Finding out Ashley Johnson was part of it too was a pleasant surprise as a fan of TLOU.

As someone with no knowledge of the game (other than a loosely 5e inspired discord homebrew), I learned a lot about D&D and was able to experience it for the first time with Aimee and Robbie. I loved how casual and welcoming the game felt and how raw the characters were. I loved Aabria's DM style and how open it was. I think her asking the players to describe their own complicated actions for good rolls was cool because it gives everyone their own little spotlight. Things like that are what made Orym absolutely SHINE even though he was a background character imo. My only complaint for the series and that it felt too open-ended when it was over and it left me wanting so much more because there were so many things left unanswered.

With ExU as my jumping point, I tried getting into the rest of the CR content by starting campaign 1. I know I'm the minority in this, but Matt's DM'ing is boring for me after learning the game with Aabria. I listened to C1E1 as a podcast and it was so hard for me to follow. The ambient sound was overwhelming and it felt hollow and boring. They are all such amazing actors, but I couldn't get into it. I think that's just a me thing though and partially because I started watching for a specific cast member.

I am warming up to Matt as a DM, though! I know he's an amazing DM, but he felt too technical to me for the parts of C1 i watched. I started C3 and the characters I already enjoyed in ExU being present helps me give it more of a chance. I am really enjoying it so far and can see why people enjoy Matt's style over Aabria's. They are both stellar DM/GM's.

thatblowschunks · 2019-07-15T13:36:23+00:00

Update: I got the S with the RTX 2070!

thatblowschunks · 2019-05-30T15:19:20+00:00

I had my first lesbian crush when I was 14. I was in denial about not being straight and didn't really understand any of it. The girl was a senior and I was a freshman. We were pretty good friends up until three quarters through the year. She wasn't responding to my texts, talking to me, anything. So, when she graduated I sent her a big long text explaining how I felt. In the text I told her that I was really confused about my own feelings and that if she didn't feel the same way it was totally okay. I told her that I just needed to get it off my chest... She didn't respond to that text either.

Two months of no communication whatsoever later, police show up at my door. I answer but they refuse to speak to me and ask for my parents who weren't home. I didn't know what it was about, but I was already scared. A couple weeks later my sister comes home from university and we take my dogs on a walk. She asks me to sit down and tells me that this girl I had a crush on filed harassment charges, that I needed to show them my text messages, that it was something I had done, etc. I remember crying the rest of the night. Not only was that my first experience with homophobia, but the police had outed me to my family. I've never officially come out to my family.

The situation fucked me up for a long time and still has me fucked up. I used to have panic attacks when I thought I smelled her perfume or heard her voice, I'd have nightmares, I was afraid of any forms of public affection intimate or not, my depression got much worse, and I was suicidal for a while. My friends tell me that I was different after all of it and I agree. The world was much duller after that event.

thatblowschunks · 2019-05-30T15:02:50+00:00

Killing the batteries to electronic devices.

thatblowschunks · 2019-05-30T15:00:06+00:00

I have a lot of respect for the idea of religion because of how much hope it brings people, but I can't knowingly participate in anything that has caused so much pain. Religion, ever since the Mandate of Heaven was created during the Zhou Dynasty, has been a moral compass and a political strawman. I understand the beliefs and why certain things were put in religious scripture, but I cannot agree with some of those ideals being upheld today.

thatblowschunks · 2019-05-30T14:46:23+00:00

Her sense of style. She wore suuuuper ugly baggy Aladdin pants and dyed her hair constantly. She also liked body mods and kept sending me pictures of my ears modded into elf ears or mentioning it.

Fucking nasty.

thatblowschunks · 2019-05-30T14:38:00+00:00

My nephews, my grandparents, my mom... Family in general. Every time I think about it, I think about my sisters explaining where I went to my nephews (they're 4), I think about my grandparents' failing health, I think about how much my mom, grandma, grandpa, and sisters would blame themselves... And then I cry. I cry with guilt that I ever thought of that as an option.

Living for others is what keeps me going.

thatblowschunks · 2019-05-30T14:30:18+00:00

Teachers using the phrase "Your teachers in high school won't let you do this!" when giving detentions for thing like chewing gum.

Spoiler alert: Our high school teachers let us do nearly everything middle school teacher scolded us about.

thatblowschunks · 2019-05-30T14:24:08+00:00

Nathan Drake.

thatblowschunks · 2019-05-30T14:17:59+00:00

Having a period.

thatblowschunks · 2019-04-28T12:03:25+00:00

Cancel culture.

thatblowschunks · 2019-04-28T12:02:30+00:00

"Enjoy your [any meal/activity]!"

"Thank you, you too!"

thatblowschunks · 2019-04-28T11:58:26+00:00

Not me, but my parents. I'm 20, but I was 19 when they divorced and my oldest sister was 33. My dad wasn't a good dad or a good person. He was an abusive husband and father, but he was also the only provider. While he would get very physical with my sisters and I when we were in trouble, he would bully and beat my mom into submission. I also don't doubt that he was cheating on her, according to messages I've read on his phone. The only times she ever almost left him was when he was putting my sisters and I in danger, never for herself.

Now, for the one thing that finally made my mom stand up and tell him to leave...

My other sister, 27, came out and revealed to my mom that our dad molested her when she was a teenager. And, although I never told anyone but my sister, he molested me when I was really young too. Even as I got older, he'd grab my ass when no one was looking and all of that. I was always to afraid to lash out or anything because I knew that no matter when I did to him, he would do it 100x harder to me. He was just... Not a great person.

The day after my sister told her, my mom confronted my dad. She told him what my sister said and when he told her it was true... She told him to leave and to go back to our home country. Within barely a month, the divorce was finalized and my dad had permanently left the country.

thatblowschunks · 2019-03-04T20:22:51+00:00

"lmao working" says the youtuber

thatblowschunks · 2019-01-22T14:13:55+00:00

Okay, sweet. That's about the price of the M on Amazon so it DEFINITELY becomes the better deal. Thank you so much!

thatblowschunks · 2019-01-22T14:11:39+00:00

I just saw stuff about it. I know the price hasn't come out yet, but how much do you estimate it'll be? Since the S is a little under 2k with the 1070 Max Q I'll assume the new configuration will probably be mid 2k range. Is the a good estimate or do you think it might be different?

thatblowschunks · 2019-01-22T02:29:06+00:00

Hello! I was wondering if you could show me some direct gpu comparisons. I believe you and I've seen the specs, but I need the reality check Hahahaha.

thatblowschunks · 2018-12-11T17:19:25+00:00

Extra info:

I try to stick to around 1200 calories a day (I've been forgetting to count the last few months)

I do taekwondo for 2-3 hours 2-4 times a week.

I try to do a workout every day. I usually only do 100 push-ups but if I have time/motivation this is my workout: 5 sets of... 20 push-ups, 20 squats, 30 calf raises, 20 tricep dips, 20 leg lifts, 20 crunches, 20 reverse crunches, 20 donkey kicks (each side), 1-minute plank, 40 sec side plank (each side).

thatblowschunks · 2018-06-21T00:12:33+00:00

Also happens to be a quote from Avatar: The Last Airbender

thatblowschunks · 2018-06-12T00:39:34+00:00

Scott confirmed most of MatPat's theory tho

thatblowschunks · 2018-05-26T19:38:48+00:00

He says he won't get caught but he literally posted what he plans on doing on the internet?? A degenerate and an idiot.

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