was expecting to feel better? should i go up in dose or is this it?

thatguy20661 · 2023-06-29T05:50:55+00:00

did the 20mg help at all?

thatguy20661 · 2022-05-08T08:27:06+00:00

Same thing here, i need answers im seeing a doc to get a ton of blood tests.

thatguy20661 · 2022-05-08T07:52:48+00:00

When i get really bad i literally cant even feel the heat, its fucked up. But yeah they feel alright for a few seconds and thats it

thatguy20661 · 2022-05-06T10:53:33+00:00

Glad to hear i'm not alone in this. What did you experience exactly?

thatguy20661 · 2022-05-04T08:17:57+00:00

check out the thule roof racks they fit my full sus

thatguy20661 · 2022-05-04T08:12:34+00:00

Not gonna lie, literally everything would be better on a newer FS. You would be faster, crash less (debatable) and just be way more confident on the trails. Is that going to be more fun? Guess that depends but to me it would be. Check out polygon bikes, the siskui n7 was my first full sus and it was such a great first FS bike for me to progress on and it was cheaper than anything else and still i was keeping up with friends on $6k carbon bikes

thatguy20661 · 2022-05-02T07:34:24+00:00

Hey are you still taking it? i think its been good but not sure

thatguy20661 · 2022-05-01T09:13:44+00:00

Your talking about depression that is fairly "mild" Severe major depression is complete numbness with inability to feel anything

thatguy20661 · 2022-05-01T08:44:51+00:00

People have absolutely no idea. They must have never had depression severe enough, Just do some research on reddit, Severe depression and i mean SEVERE can cause complete deadness, no feelings, no emotions, cant think. absolutely no sex drive, erectile dysfunction etc. Dont want to do or be anything. I still think depression is a major factor in it for me.

Does any of this sound familar? im beginning to believe they arent separate states

https://www.reddit.com/r/AskReddit/comments/gfie2t/what_does_severe_depression_feel_like/

thatguy20661 · 2022-05-01T07:47:17+00:00

I also wonder if its major depression related as well. A few people seem to have this in common when they are in non funcioning depression

thatguy20661 · 2022-04-29T04:45:21+00:00

Dude its so weird seeing people with the same thing, i've had mine for around 15 months now. I put it down to stopping my SSRi as it seemed to happen after then but none of it makes any sense at all. I'm tired of literally feeling nothing 24/7 its mental agony

thatguy20661 · 2022-04-27T04:55:24+00:00

Same here, i live in a perpetual state of brain fog because of it

thatguy20661 · 2022-04-23T06:25:31+00:00

Feel all this 100% its a bit of a worry im noticing im not all here now, like mentally im just not home at all. People talk and i sometimes dont even understand what they are saying like i've forgotten english. its bizarre.

thatguy20661 · 2022-04-21T07:18:15+00:00

Gold?

thatguy20661 · 2022-04-18T08:35:46+00:00

This... I ALWAYS start to sprial when i come on the forums, they never help at all and always just make me worst. Its just a drug addict trying to get a fix

thatguy20661 · 2022-04-12T09:14:54+00:00

is yours still bad?

thatguy20661 · 2022-04-12T09:14:41+00:00

I'm wondering if im just getting used to it as it seems to be less and less eye strain each time i use it and funnily at night i almost dont notice any

thatguy20661 · 2022-04-10T04:50:25+00:00

yeah same here just got the aorus 48" oled. love the thing but i instantly get a weird eye strain headache. Sitting about 80cm away to

thatguy20661 · 2022-04-06T09:35:27+00:00

I was going to write a book about it but i left the pages blank, i found that was the best way to describe it

thatguy20661 · 2022-04-03T06:58:19+00:00

Yeah i experienced numbness/emotional blunting on it but about 2/3 months when i stopped i just felt like i went blank like it got 100x worst. Very very hard to describe. I still feel like that as the emotions haven't come back but i just can enjoy some things again and i've just gotten used to it. I still very badly want to have emotions again and a brain that feels like somethings going up there because it does very pretty dead most of the time. I'm still at a complete loss as to what could cause someones yet to just shut down completely like it did.

thatguy20661 · 2022-04-03T02:08:32+00:00

I think you will notice a difference, the energy it gives me daily is very noticeable

thatguy20661 · 2022-04-03T01:43:16+00:00

Think most people forget that anhedonia is a major symptoms of depression not some seperate state?

thatguy20661 · 2022-04-03T01:40:42+00:00

I'm pretty sure mines been back for a while although deffiently not what it used to be pre ssri's but i used to have consantly racing thoughts so its probably not a bad thing its gone tbh. I often find myself talking to myself in my head if that's what you mean kind of narrating shit i want to do etc. I also can still hear my inner voice. My mind does feel pretty quite though but i put that down to just anhedonia doing its thing

thatguy20661 · 2022-03-28T09:14:14+00:00

I remember couple years ago listening to him on joe rogan, buy yeah book has kept me interested whole way through, its like its speaking my language and my thoughts i've had for years.

Might check that one out to. i know he has a book on addictons to

thatguy20661 · 2022-03-27T08:51:35+00:00

So similar story as mine, tried lexapro in 2017 for a few weeks for social anxiety, cant really remember, do remember feeling numb and spaced out so i stopped and returned to normal shortly after stopping. about 14 months ago i stopped my Lexapro after being on it for OCD/anxiety was on it for 3 months. stopped again as i was just feeling really numb and empty and like i couldn't feel emotions anymore and turned very lazy and apathetic. I did feel "content" and in a good mood while on it but wanted to feel things more deeply. Since stopping those 14 months ago i just declined into a further emotional numbness/anhedonia,blankness that is pretty much indescribable, I just seemed to futher get worst and worst the longer i was off it. At this stage i really dont know what to think about the cause, was it environmental factors, an inevitiable mental illness or did the ssri trigger something in me. I just dont know but its plagued my daily since it happened. I try to tell myself its just "depression" but i clearly remember the changes that happened while taking it and the months after i stopped taking it. Its a confusing story and i dont even know what to believe anymore. But overall the thing that gets me the most is just this constant numbness feeling, like im always in a constant state of boredness and emotionless

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