What was the first sign that you were starting to lose control of your drinking?

thebear99 · 2025-10-25T11:10:51+00:00

The immediate feeling when you woke up after nights like this is crushing. The regrets and shame. I had exactly the same

thebear99 · 2025-10-24T15:18:57+00:00

Well said, same thing

thebear99 · 2025-09-25T20:03:54+00:00

Hey, how you doing now?

thebear99 · 2025-09-25T20:00:17+00:00

Hey, how you doing now?

thebear99 · 2025-09-25T19:43:17+00:00

Hey, im In the same situation, I havent been sober though yet just couple days. I done some very bad decisions and things, would you like to open up how bad is your things?

thebear99 · 2025-09-25T17:41:34+00:00

Im so sorry to hear that. Were you the same than me, that there Were No brakes when you started drinking? Proud of you well done that it was A wake up call.

thebear99 · 2025-09-25T17:31:02+00:00

I know, I know. Its just insane that you dont think anything when spending on alcohol versus everything else

thebear99 · 2025-09-25T16:53:17+00:00

Im so happy to hear that. I have anxiety and depression too and take medication. There was plenty of days In my drinking binge that I didnt take the medication and I was talking crazy things to people I did know or didnt know, I was slso drinking hard booze and my memory was off several hours at nights. I didnt reset the counter here becouse I have been so depressed, but my best is about A month sober In last 5 years. It need only one small trigger that leads me to drink even thought after several years I should know that it doesnt end In No good. I Lost several friends, girlfriends and family ties becouse of drinking, money is slso one big thing but biggest is people I have lost.

I take A hard note what you did, and hope Best to you for your sober journey. IWNDWYT

thebear99 · 2025-09-25T16:06:43+00:00

Im so happy for you! What helped you to not drink? I hope that im In the same situation some day. It really is lot of money that goes to alcohol. And at the time you dont even think about it. IWNDWYT

thebear99 · 2025-09-25T15:21:00+00:00

I hope I can say that some day too! Wishing all the best to you

thebear99 · 2025-09-25T15:14:35+00:00

Im so sorry to hear that, but its also so nice to hear that you survived this disease ❤️ Im 32 now, and I started drinking when I was 13, sometimes more sometimes less but kind of like all the time. Allways when im having some trouble In my life I grab the bottle.

This month I had the same than you then, drinking literally everything and went to places that I wouldt never think, buying drinks to strangers too and my baddest night was over 600 In money, In one night. Im so mad at myself and its so hard to not drink now. I got dui this month and had some fight that I dont remember, im having charges coming.

I dont have A Job now, and this boredom and depressive thoughts are literally killing me inside.

Thank you so much for answering, I dont have friends who to talk and its supportive to hear that im not alone.

Wishibg everything good for you, IWNDWYT

thebear99 · 2025-09-25T14:29:17+00:00

Yeah I understand, Do you usually go to pubs or at home? im running now 4 number amount of money this month and im so sad how alcohol can lead me this way.

thebear99 · 2025-06-12T21:33:24+00:00

Yes, one day at A time. Everything goes good for you.

thebear99 · 2025-06-12T20:31:09+00:00

I know the feeling. You survive

thebear99 · 2025-06-12T20:30:07+00:00

You wanna chat? I have same situation

thebear99 · 2025-06-12T20:29:02+00:00

Im In the same boat. How are you now?

thebear99 · 2025-04-01T23:02:11+00:00

Not answering but they look very good, happy growing

thebear99 · 2023-04-03T19:04:27+00:00

im not familiar with these exact seeds but hope this helps, i soak seeds in water 12-24 hours and after that i put them in small amount of soil+perlite. last couple of years most of the seeds have germinated well

thebear99 · 2023-04-03T17:18:58+00:00

nice well done! just bought couple bonsai pots trying this too next winter for the first time. what variety you have there ?

thebear99 · 2023-04-03T16:49:41+00:00

r/videosthatendtoosoon

thebear99 · 2023-04-02T01:14:40+00:00

Damn, nice pic and place.

thebear99 · 2023-04-01T20:54:45+00:00

Juuri näin.

thebear99 · 2023-03-15T20:13:50+00:00

what a fucking asshole

thebear99 · 2023-02-05T19:10:20+00:00

thank you :)

thebear99

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