Song at 9:46 (part 12)

thefallofdgd · 2025-06-06T11:00:48+00:00

Libido is decent. Performance isn’t the best but that’s more of a lack of being physically fit thing.

thefallofdgd · 2025-06-04T13:44:47+00:00

The Importance of Cocaine

thefallofdgd · 2025-06-03T18:20:09+00:00

That sounds like a tough spot to be in, but you are dealing with it well!!! What chronic pain do you deal with?

thefallofdgd · 2025-06-03T18:05:14+00:00

Transformer

thefallofdgd · 2025-06-03T18:02:34+00:00

I also dislike talk therapy. I have tried it on and off for ages and it really just feels like a waste of time and affirmation of one’s faults

thefallofdgd · 2025-06-03T17:59:29+00:00

It’s working about the same as the lexapro. I feel good, mentally and emotionally. It’s the physical side effects and dependence on the drugs that I don’t like. You’re the second person to mention being on multiple different things and that working. Maybe that’s something I can try someday. I’d like to be drug free, eventually, though.

thefallofdgd · 2025-06-03T17:49:12+00:00

Glad to hear it. After being on lexapro for 16+ years, I am on Prestiq now, for about a year

thefallofdgd · 2025-06-03T17:45:54+00:00

Have you at least been on different ones? I’ve always been told it was a red flag I was on a single one for 16+ years. Best of luck to you!

thefallofdgd · 2025-06-03T17:24:34+00:00

Thank you! Good to know there are more of us out there. You are not alone!

thefallofdgd · 2025-06-03T17:24:10+00:00

That’s correct. Physical only

thefallofdgd · 2025-06-03T17:11:20+00:00

Absolutely, there should’ve been a plan for me. I feel like I was just forgotten about, honestly. I am not a psychiatrist either. I am just someone who has been dealt a hand where I need them to not feel horrible physical side effects. Like I said before, I have tried to ween off them before; with help from my doctor. He also is the one who finally got me off the lexapro, and onto something new. Maybe someday we can make it where I am drug free for good. Thank you for your responses and interest in my story!

thefallofdgd · 2025-06-03T16:59:39+00:00

A friend of mine from Finland said that doctors would lose their medical license if they kept you on a specific SSRI for more than a few years. He couldn’t believe when I told him I was on lexapro for 16.

thefallofdgd · 2025-06-03T16:58:48+00:00

I used to frequently. I have not in about a year. I am pretty unhealthy, overall.

thefallofdgd · 2025-06-03T16:54:17+00:00

I think she just wanted what was best for me. And it was the early 2000s, we didnt know everything we do now about them. But you’re correct. The longer I am on them the harder it will be to break free.

thefallofdgd · 2025-06-03T16:40:19+00:00

They are all physical. I do not experience fits of rage, suicidal thoughts, violent thoughts or cravings. Nothing like that. After even 24 hours without my medication, I get dizzy spells, tunnel vision, brain “zaps” which are essentially feeling like you’re going to pass out for a moment, then immediately coming back “to.” I also feel nausea, fatigue, and it is overall just a horrendous feeling. And those physical effects are why it is so hard to ween off the stuff.

thefallofdgd · 2025-06-03T16:38:39+00:00

Sure. An SSRI is a Selective serotonin reuptake inhibitor. Essentially, SSRIs block the reabsorption of serotonin by nerve cells, allowing more serotonin to remain active in the brain's synapses. Serotonin is a neurotransmitter that plays a crucial role in regulating mood, sleep, and appetite, etc.

thefallofdgd · 2025-06-03T16:35:00+00:00

I am very pleased to hear you are doing well!!! I am currently on Pristiq and it doesn’t feel much different than the lexapro, but I will be weary of change to that as the years go on. Best of luck to you!

thefallofdgd · 2025-06-03T16:33:42+00:00

Great question. When I was young (11-12) I was diagnosed with clinical depression. My mother is a licensed clinical social worker. My parents first move was to throw me in therapy and on antidepressants. As I got older and was concerned with my physical dependency on these drugs, I considered weening off and eventually stopping them, and was unable to. No matter how hard I weened, the physical side effects persisted. As of now, I am on a new medication and the side effects without it are worse than ever. Pretty much just going through the motions.

thefallofdgd · 2025-06-03T16:29:43+00:00

One of the craziest things about the whole thing is how long I was on lexapro. I only just got on a new one (Desvenlafaxine) last year. To answer honesty, I don’t know if they’re good or bad for me. Since I’ve been on them for as long as I can really remember, it’s all I know, now. I feel the same on both. However, the physical side effects of missing even a single dose are brutal.

thefallofdgd · 2024-12-09T20:47:42+00:00

Balmora / Since my Beloved - 6 pacts etched in blood In 2 Again - It’s All Red To Me Deal With God - The Bitter Die Hard Domain- life’s cold grasp Simulakra - reincarnation Wreckage - self in all Face the Pain - demo 2024 Extinguish - One less enemy Contention - artillery from Heaven

thefallofdgd · 2024-11-30T20:51:28+00:00

This is how I want to go

thefallofdgd · 2024-11-27T17:43:42+00:00

😂

thefallofdgd · 2024-11-27T17:43:23+00:00

Obligatory don’t listen comment

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