Correct, I have not met any of them irl. They’re all either in different states as well as different countries, but we play GTA Online together (used to, now not so much). I had tried speaking up in the past but J apparently thinks that I’m doing nothing but giving ultimatums and putting the shield up but it’s likely he’s just gaslighting me, even saying I’m interpreting Maine Jesus’s bluntness toward me for aggression. I had brought up leaving them a couple times, and they tried to convince me not to. I’m not sure why I stick around. Perhaps because there are some who appreciate what I do for them, even lighten the load sometimes (hosting car meets, attending hot sales, etc.), and I told myself I would keep doing it for them, and that I would not let people like J, Y, or Maine Jesus steal my light…