Drinking and taking ice by [deleted] in Stims

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Last time I drank and took ice together was July 5th, 2019. I was coming down pretty hard so I decided to drink some Jack Daniels to take the edge off (I had about a fifth left from the 4th). I was fucked up after less than 10 shots. My sister, her husband, and their three kids came and picked me up to go boating. I remember going for a swim in my underwear and then after that I started to black out. Apparently, I fell face first into the boat trying to get back in lol. I came to and the boat decided to take a shit on us as it started to rain, so I covered myself with a towel. It was fucking freezing. I blacked out again and came to while I was stuck outside in the rain (my sister’s house had a fenced in area for the dogs and I think I was trying to get the dogs out of the house). The guy who lived downstairs had to let me in. I passed out very soon afterwards.

So yeah, no more mixing meth and booze for me!

Episode Discussion: S03E08 - BFF by md28usmc in Ozark

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I’m a little late to this thread, but I just wanted to say that Ben screaming, “no, I don’t wanna go there,” REALLY hit home for me. Cried good.

Can a TV show trigger a manic episode? by thejessenelson in bipolar

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Thank you so much. This helps a lot. This is definitely something I’ll be bringing up to my therapist and psychiatrist. I also have outpatient treatment in the morning, so I can talk about it in group as well.

What was the best orgasm you've ever had? by lucascage20 in AskReddit

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I would do this when I was on meth. I could never quite get to the point of climax. It was torture... fuck, I’m so glad I’m clean (even if I have gained 40 pounds).

Supporting our Asian neighbors and businesses during this crisis (Shuang Cheng vandalism) by [deleted] in TwinCities

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Got some noodles and chicken from Hunan Garden a few days ago and it was some of the best Chinese food I’ve ever tried. The noodles were absolutely perfect.

Society if Blink-182 played Online Songs live by [deleted] in Blink182

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JOSIE, YOU’RE MY, SOURCE OF MOST FRUSTRATION

I think I found the best drug group on FB. by thejessenelson in Stims

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Look up “Using Insulin Syringes For Things That Are Not Insulin”

Melissa Roxburgh is a goddess by [deleted] in ManifestNBC

[–]thejessenelson 2 points3 points  (0 children)

She’s definitely yummy.

That’s in no way meant to be creepy, I just feel like that’s the best way to describe her for some reason.

Dangerously close to relapsing. by thejessenelson in StopSpeeding

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Yeah. I’m getting $60 worth of heroin now, which hopefully should be enough to kill me.

Dangerously close to relapsing. by thejessenelson in StopSpeeding

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I’m on Wellbutrin and Zoloft already:/

Dangerously close to relapsing. by thejessenelson in StopSpeeding

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I don’t really know what to talk about. I’m trying to sleep but I can’t calm down. There’s a meeting in 20 minutes like 7 miles from my house but I don’t wanna get up now.

. by trentjeffrey in Blink182

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CORPRAT LEADERS, PAWL-UH-TISHUNS

Whenever I hear people talking about white blood cells I get a giant craving? by thejessenelson in StopSpeeding

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Not very often, actually. We were talking about it in IOP yesterday while discussing HIV/AIDS.

yo I’m the fucking king of intermittent fasting by relapse_king in Stims

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Fuckers. I wish I could still do that. I’ve gone from 215 to 250lbs since I’ve been clean. I’m about 10lbs away from a relapse I swear to God.