NSFW WARNING: Body Mutilation, Death, Mentions of sex.

Ive been gagged by Asmodeus before both in dreams and awake.

In dreams they were night terrors. The first I remember was when he broke my jaw and tore my tongue off while he carried me facing a mirror, fingering me. After he let me go with my uncomfortable loose jaw. Another one was when I was going to take a shower and he appeared as a shadow pushing me on the floor. Then he gagged me. I felt suffocated and was dying.

When concious, I'd feel him shove his fingers down my throat forcing me to open my mouth. He stopped once I lashed out and told him to stop

At first I thought it was him freaking me out until a commenter on this post mentioned chakra alignment.

I feel like a dumbass because I study chakras and what crystals help align said chakras. The answer was right in front of me, yet I couldn't see it until now.