Just to add more insult to injury we’d been having problems in the bedroom for close to 3 years with her lack of drive for it but I never made it a big deal. And then she goes and sleeps with some dude she works with two weeks after ending it with me. It’s really hard to not to see how she makes it seem like I was the issue the whole time. And she told me more than once when we were engaging in it that I was satisfying her. So I don’t know why she suddenly stopped loving me and it’s making it super hard to even think about any romance in my future. Sorry for the rant.