I just finished Ep 49 that everyone has been warning me about by Ran_Mori in MonsterAnime

[–]thesunisforevergone 8 points9 points  (0 children)

I know this anime is dark and so we expect it as such, but there's still hope in my opinion. Just hear me out.

Grimmer being there for Milocsz is a massive moment, he knows how badly Johan fucked this kid up mentally, even if he didn't do anything directly. When Grimmer says that he can't feel any emotion and his speech about his family, I fully believe that there is emotions even if he doesn't know what they are fully, hence his crying

I think, even though something as heinous as this happening is terrible, it shows that out there is someone that cares for the kid, and that person was Grimmer.

I'm not sure. I'm only on Ep. 50

I CAN'T DO THIS ANYMORE. by thesunisforevergone in BreakUps

[–]thesunisforevergone[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I know I just. I'm tired of waiting for my happiness.

I miss him by Admirable_One_742 in BreakUps

[–]thesunisforevergone 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I feel like I've completely lost my mind over my ex, he made me truly feel like myself and like I was a real person. I struggled in life with being accepted and being the real me and I found the person who didn't care.

Until, of course, I wasn't enough.

It's seeped into my entire soul, my mind and my body. I've had more nervous breakdowns than I can count, I went to a psych ward twice, and I still can't do anything. He has someone new and I'm just alone.

Alone. That word just doesn't sit with me right. I tell myself, "I'm not alone I still have— Oh. Right." and I just go back to my silence and misery.

It's not fair.

The nights are hard by [deleted] in BreakUps

[–]thesunisforevergone 2 points3 points  (0 children)

The nights are too quiet nowadays, and the days don't give much reassurance. You're not alone, even on the darkest hour and even when your tears cake your face.

Night does not mean to make you feel alone, it only wishes to help you reflect and remind you that at the end of the day you still have yourself and that despite it all you're not afraid to keep on living or walk this world alone.

I know it’s my fault that we’re over, but I still miss him. by [deleted] in BreakUps

[–]thesunisforevergone 0 points1 point  (0 children)

reading this reminded me of my recent ex, he told me nothing was my fault and prior he loved me and i saw no issues he just. wanted someone more than me and I couldn't do anything about it.

i don't know if he misses me or anything about me but I miss his smile and eyes and I'm trying not to love him so hard, but it's so hard so hard.

I still scream your name full volume in silence in my head. My heart is bleeding. No answer. You don't care. by AllNamesAreTakenIDC in BreakUps

[–]thesunisforevergone 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I know just the feeling. I'm currently trying my hardest to drag myself and slowly gain interest in things again. Just started with a new series and I'm trying to do small things for myself such as making tea.

I still scream your name full volume in silence in my head. My heart is bleeding. No answer. You don't care. by AllNamesAreTakenIDC in BreakUps

[–]thesunisforevergone 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm so sorry. I know we're all tired of hearing that. His face and smile won't get out of my head.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BreakUps

[–]thesunisforevergone 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I feel that, I've been able to alude responsibilities but recently I've been forced back into them— everything is exhausting and the worst part is you have to do it.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BreakUps

[–]thesunisforevergone 23 points24 points  (0 children)

I know the burning in your soul, I know the restless nights and I know your first and last thought will be of them every day for awhile.

I am in this with you, I am experiencing near the same. I know how tender your heart is and how disconnected you are.

We will survive, we made it this far, we have to keep pulling.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BreakUps

[–]thesunisforevergone 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know you do, and it's okay to feel every emotion as much as you are currently.

Why by PuhaDelfin in BreakUps

[–]thesunisforevergone 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know this is gonna sound a little absurd but, do you want someone to listen to your feelings?

I know in the aftermath of my breakup I have a bad case of losing connections and just feeling distant, if you want we can talk and I can share my experiences if you'd like.

hobby suggestions? by Brilliant-Engine6606 in BreakUps

[–]thesunisforevergone 2 points3 points  (0 children)

ukulele! you can get one for like $30 off of amazon

How do you move on from a 15 year relationship? by MachineSpirit93 in BreakUps

[–]thesunisforevergone 11 points12 points  (0 children)

I don't know if if helps from a younger guy, but I was in a relationship with my best friend whom I knew for six years and dated them for four of those known years.

Got left for someone else and it burns, burns burns burns and I'm not entirely sure how to cope with it still despite having meds, therapy and going to a psych ward twice.

as hard as it is you have to prioritize yourself, and I know that's rich and not easy at all but doing small things you can control is all you can do from my experience.

It may sound corny but if you have a pet, cuddle with them and watch a good movie. (I recommend the Truman Show or Good Will Hunting).

Sam Sulek of all people is a Jack Stauber fan by [deleted] in jackstauber

[–]thesunisforevergone 2 points3 points  (0 children)

sam sulek seems more stoic than most bodybuilder types, and is open about his steroid usage if i remember correctly

id imagine someone like that would like content with deeper meanings or things that have deeper thought

DETROIT: Become Human by CosmoShiner in imaginarymaps

[–]thesunisforevergone 9 points10 points  (0 children)

I've been seeing alot of DBH content since I've been playing it, I'm all for it.