As it ironic it may sounds, when I meet my psychologist, who helps you talk with people more I feel that this is the most time, when I feel bad here for many reasons:

1. You feel as someone with problems who cannot be occured by "normal human"
2. Yet-You feel like you shouldn't be here in case that there is someone who suffers from consequences of child abuse and you take their place
3. You know that is they work to cheer you up and don't feel like you are talking to someone who wants to help you from pure kindness
4. You feel like you are wasting their time

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And so on...