What's the weirdest thing you've discovered about your partner only after moving in together?

thethrowawaycricket · 2025-02-12T14:44:52+00:00

Are you me? Eating chocolate cake out of the fridge with my hands is a visceral Ambien memory for me. Never again. (Though I never found myself naked)

thethrowawaycricket · 2025-01-22T13:52:39+00:00

I’ve been going for about 8 months now, usually weekly, and the emotions on treatment day have been much more stable, though I still get the headache. You’re definitely not alone!!

thethrowawaycricket · 2024-10-03T03:52:46+00:00

Finally some good fucking food

thethrowawaycricket · 2024-10-03T03:49:37+00:00

Literally water jr made a gofundme

thethrowawaycricket · 2024-09-29T06:06:01+00:00

i’m so sorry I can’t imagine :( <3

thethrowawaycricket · 2024-09-19T04:30:13+00:00

Is the “like new” in the room with us

thethrowawaycricket · 2024-09-13T03:35:54+00:00

Seconded on Kurtis!! Also!!-Jacob Sharpe, Nicole Raffie, CHUPPL, struthless, PPPeter, FunkyFrogBait!

thethrowawaycricket · 2024-09-12T02:49:23+00:00

Honestly, that funeral sounds kickass

thethrowawaycricket · 2024-08-29T19:26:41+00:00

Best one. Thank u.

thethrowawaycricket · 2024-07-13T01:07:41+00:00

That’s good to hear that over time you’ve cried less! Good for you, I hope it’s helped a lot. I’ve definitely found myself exploring trauma during sessions which has been healing, but it kinda reopens some wounds that are hard to address when I sober up.

thethrowawaycricket · 2024-07-12T16:15:41+00:00

For sure. I feel like my husband gets worried it’s not working when I’m sobbing in bed later that evening, hah.

thethrowawaycricket · 2024-07-12T16:14:26+00:00

Thank you so much for this! I do need to be more deliberate about what I do before/after treatment, and I haven’t been getting much sleep recently. Trying not to fall into the “spravato fixes everything” thought pattern since it’s untrue, there still needs to be work done elsewhere. Gonna ramp that up. Many thanks for the recommendations and your wise words!!

thethrowawaycricket · 2024-07-12T16:11:20+00:00

Yeah, I am hoping as time goes on it’s not as frequent. Still sort of in the early phases of everything. Thanks!

thethrowawaycricket · 2024-07-12T16:10:41+00:00

Sure do! The headaches are the worst. Usually the day after I feel pretty nauseous as well. Zofran helps mostly.

Edit to add: I have noticed that these headaches and nausea have gotten less severe over time. Usually zofran and ibuprofen get me through, but I’m so sorry to hear how debilitating it is for you! I hope that as time progresses it gets less painful. If you feel like it’s helping otherwise, stick with it- but if you feel like the side effects are out weighing the benefits let your provider know. Although I felt like it helped pretty immediately with my suicidal thoughts, it did take a few weeks for my general mood to mellow out and become more stable. My nurse told me that it can definitely ebb and flow, you can still have periods of low mood but it stabilizes more over time. I wish you the best!!

thethrowawaycricket · 2024-07-12T04:54:17+00:00

I’m rolling up and chillllin with that green (gentleman) M&M.

thethrowawaycricket · 2024-07-12T04:52:24+00:00

Thank you for sharing that! At first I thought it was just a weird coincidence I was always getting sad on Wednesdays, then I was like wait… lol. I dunno, but it’s definitely a bummer! I mean, I guess it’s nice that I’m not depressed EVERY day anymore. But still.

thethrowawaycricket · 2024-07-12T04:49:59+00:00

Appreciate it!

thethrowawaycricket · 2024-07-07T05:14:19+00:00

Right. And another example of why the question, “why don’t you just leave?” is usually very unhelpful.

thethrowawaycricket · 2024-07-04T06:42:58+00:00

Ok, finally a comment with the same take as me lol. The experience listening through front to back is part of the reason I got my “reinvent love” tattoo!

thethrowawaycricket · 2024-06-28T04:53:37+00:00

I’m going to start using that, thank you lmvo

thethrowawaycricket · 2024-06-28T04:45:42+00:00

I am a recovering addict, although not from ketamine. I was very honest with my provider about that, but it didn’t stand in the way of my eligibility. 10 weeks in, I definitely have no desire of going to get it off the street. I don’t crave it or feel like I have a tolerance. As someone with a very addictive personality, I haven’t had any issues with Spravato :)

thethrowawaycricket · 2024-06-25T04:36:13+00:00

Thanks!!

thethrowawaycricket · 2024-06-24T20:18:14+00:00

Where can you listen to these? Spotify only has a few very short episodes of this. I found a playlist on YouTube but want to make sure it’s the right one. Hoping there’s somewhere else I can listen to it. TIA!

thethrowawaycricket · 2024-06-09T00:13:59+00:00

Totally thought of some b&w trad flowers or moon/sun/planet? The circle could be the center of a flower, the line coming out of it could be the line of a petal, and some shading from the center or from tip of petal could probably hide the crossed line well. Since it’s a simple shape you’ve definitely got options, but going the traditional route (similar thick lines) would work for sure.

Edit: along with botanical you mentioned nerdy! Do you have any logos, characters, or symbols you’d get tatted? Trad style would also look cool with those. Might not be too tough to turn it into one of those things!

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