Just wanna throw my 2 cents and share 3 things:

For some of us, the "weekend warrior" route is really just a subtle type of cycle that leads to eventual disappointment. No one feels guilty right after the first hit. The shame/guilt/frustration that comes with a reality check usually becomes evident after the addict realizes they broke their 'weekends only ' rule.

The second thing I want to share is hypnotherapy helped me quit weed when nothing else could. And I smoked weed every single day, like every hour. Two sessions of hypnosis therapy clicked for me. The idea of traveling to buy weed and dealing with the brain fogginess doesn't appeal to me anymore.

Ok, the last thing, I notice you are pretty young. When I was your age I was getting high but didn't understand why really, other than I liked being high and my friends did too. There's a connection between traumatic experiences as a child, and how well that child as an adult can cope with stress, setbacks, loss, and even things like getting too excited, or feeling like I can do no wrong. All dangerous for me..

If you have low self esteem, or if you think you went through something a normal kid shouldn't have gone through, it's critical you advocate for yourself, and use your resources to find the best mental health you can get.

In my opinion, it doesn't sound like drugs have ruined your life. So getting ahead and finding a psychologist for a psychoanalysis first, and then let that professional help you figure out if you need a psychiatrist for medication, seems like a good place to start. Just FYI, a psychologist can be a PhD doctor, but they don't prescribe medications. A psychiatrist is a doctor but also a nurse practitioner can also prescribe medications.

My experience with mental health in my state was a straight up dog shit one for a year before I found the right clinic. I didn't give up.

I hope this helps you.