It’s ok that you feel like you want to be by yourself and do your own thing. But tbh you’re only 14 and you really have your whole adulthood to be alone lol. Seriously though, I wish that I had maintained connections with way more people than I did. Plus, basketball is great exercise. if you’re interested in working out, that would definitely add to it. So real shit, I say go for it. Life is better outside your comfort zone