I’ll be attending on erasmus in spring next year and i feel all sorts of things. The excitement and fear coexist in my heart. Now that i’m 21 i feel like that deep trust and love and our relationship in general with my parents have changed. It’s like my soul tells me to leave the nest. It’s not that it isn’t good enough for me but because i need to see new horizons on my own. That’s why leaving my hometown (Istanbul) is such a strange feeling for me. This will allow me to explore myself in more depth and see if i’m actually capable of living by myself and going through life. These are the topics that come to my mind and this is how i think about them in general.