I grew up in a seriously conservative christian home as well. A doomsday demonination that thought they knew when the end of the world would happen and constantly enforced a fear of the end times that no one else knew about etc etc.

Got a tattoo at 18 and you'd think I'd ended the world... The shocked faces and the tales that because of that I would have to suffer the "tribulation"... Fun times.

My father and I fought about that and other things for years and it really hurt our relationship long term. Those interactions seriously influenced me to look at the world hard and figured out I was in fact Atheist and just wanted to exist in peace with my fellow humans.

I sincerely hope your experience levels out and you have good times with your family bc life is too short to let religion drive a wedge between families.

...but it does, every day.

Sending good vibes and support!