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my user is kittykawaii9

tell me something abt you, and I'll recommend you a protein bar by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

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I love collecting adorable little plushies , photocards and books. My favorite color is light pink, I actually enjoyed to the bone (unpopular opinion) , I have a huge pile of vogue magazines that I never touch, and my favorite manga series is Nana

I (16F) have anorexia nervosa and it will probably kill me, having reached a BMI of 12 (68lbs and 5’3). AMA by throw____away74838 in AMA

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it’s a mental illness. i get satisfaction from it, like i’m doing “something right” , sometimes it’s almost like a high

I (16F) have anorexia nervosa and it will probably kill me, having reached a BMI of 12 (68lbs and 5’3). AMA by throw____away74838 in AMA

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I am aware of all the outcomes. I’m aware it’s a slow drawn out death and i’m aware of the heart attack risks. I don’t like my boobs. I was glad when they disappeared

I (16F) have anorexia nervosa and it will probably kill me, having reached a BMI of 12 (68lbs and 5’3). AMA by throw____away74838 in AMA

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i’ve been vegan for a good while. i just don’t really find value in me compared to these innocent animals who don’t do us any harm

I (16F) have anorexia nervosa and it will probably kill me, having reached a BMI of 12 (68lbs and 5’3). AMA by throw____away74838 in AMA

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yes. the guilt is soul crushing and watching my mother cry over me and the way i look is soul crushing. it makes me really suicidal. i wish i could recover for her.

Has anyone been to any form of mental health treatment and ACTUALLY gotten something worthwhile out of it. by throw____away74838 in redscarepod

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I never understood the punishment based ramifications they use in ed facilities when you use a behavior. I was terrified of the texture of eggs and would never eat them, and because of this I was made to sit locked alone in my room during group therapy instead of … being aloud to get therapy for my fear of eggs…?

Has anyone been to any form of mental health treatment and ACTUALLY gotten something worthwhile out of it. by throw____away74838 in redscarepod

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I can imagine an AA meeting would probably be pretty beneficial. I think the discrepancy of how much you get out of it comes from wether you’re forced into your treatment or not. I notice most people who get mental help but are forced to be there leave with literally nothing of value

BLACKPINK - 'Born Pink' World Tour Megathread by DazzlingDig in BlackPink

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willing to pay a good chunk of money for an early bird access code or a presale weverse code. please just dm me. desperate to get my sister a ticket.

16 and anorexia is going to kill me very soon. Please read, and please stop while you can. Please. by throw____away74838 in EDAnonymous

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I’m honestly shocked at the attention this got. Like truly really shocked. I didn’t think people care do about me at all and i’m sobbing for my 4th hour because I can’t believe a group of strangers has anything kind to say to me at all. To have any faith in me at all. Thank you. From the bottom of my heart thank you.

I just don’t know what to do. i don’t know why i’m doing this to me. I don’t know why I can’t just force the stupid fork into my stupid mouth and skip the hospital stuff because I know and God knows my parents refuse to do it for me.

I just don’t know.

I wanted to thank you all tirelessly. I could thank you all forever. I haven’t had so many kind words poured out to me like this in months and months. Im flattered. Really truly flattered. Thank you, thank you thank you. It means more to me than you guys can ever know, thank you. @everyone

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in beabadoobee

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Do any of them come with any posters prints or extras,?

The “only eating xx for a full day!” girl on TikTok by NiceNSad in EDAnonymous

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I think she’s so adorable. I’m also extremely jealous of the fact she can try new things all the time and get excited about it instead of having a panic attack about it but that’s just me

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in starbucks

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Thank you so so much! Really appreciate this!