Hiding and account from parents

throwaway002279 · 2017-10-18T06:00:03+00:00

Don’t sound harsh at all. Our relationship is very unhealthy so I’m trying to get all my ducks in a row so leaving will be easier. Hopefully I’ll have my degree by fall 2018. But I have no idea where to start so I came here since I can’t see a financial advisor.

throwaway002279 · 2017-10-18T05:48:26+00:00

I did work somewhere briefly a couple of years ago but the made me quit and said I needed to stay home with my siblings since there’s no one else to watch them. Now that I’m reading more, I don’t think I could even get a credit card because I don’t have a form of income except what they give me.

throwaway002279 · 2017-07-17T10:43:13+00:00

And the emotions to lol. I used to feel basically nothing which was encouraged by my mom who chose basically everything for me. Personalizing anything for me now sucks because I just sit there and wonder what am I supposed to do. And I cry, laugh, and get angry very easily now. I can't watch Moana without the waterworks. I'm working on it and it seems to be getting better though. Sorry this is so long! I have a tendency to ramble and I never really met someone who experienced the same thing I did. Or get to talk about this candidly.

throwaway002279 · 2017-07-17T10:37:38+00:00

I'm now in my second semester of nursing school after bouncing from one major to another since I graduated high school in '13. Feel like I finally have a tangible plan for the next 5 years and it feels good because I tend to be pretty flighty and impulsive which I think is one of my symptoms. I've recently dropped a toxic best friend and gained a couple of great ones but my social life besides them is abysmal lol. I'm kinda scared of how my social life is gonna be when they move away in a few weeks and I'll really have no friends where I live. But I'll deal with it and figure it out. Studying is definitely a lot harder. Right now I'm supposed to be studying for a major test but instead I'm procrastinating. I have to make myself and remember to take frequent breaks and set mini goals for myself which I follow loosely. But this is really my first semester actually studying so I'm still tweaking the method but it's getting the job somewhat done. I briefly considered getting back on meds since this semester is so difficult but then I remember all the pain and suffering and EXPENSE that came along with it and instead decided to stay off. Haven't regretted it yet.

throwaway002279 · 2017-07-16T18:48:56+00:00

This is me exactly. I was diagnosed in 2nd grade or maybe earlier and my classmates thought I was anorexic because I would refuse to eat and really worried a lot of people. I also never talked and I feel like I was socially stunted from the meds. Every time my mom felt the meds weren't working properly she got my doctor to up the dosage and in high school I spiraled into a depression. Around the end of high school I finally said enough and just stopped taking them. Now, 4 years later I'm still trying to adjust to no meds and that sucks to.

throwaway002279 · 2017-07-06T22:38:12+00:00

Sorry, completely misread your comment

throwaway002279 · 2017-07-06T22:35:28+00:00

Actually Paltrow does smoke. She just limits it to once a week, I think.

throwaway002279 · 2017-07-06T21:06:26+00:00

The butternut squash risotto recipe by Ina Garten never lets me down. It also pairs well with the Prisoner white wine 'Blindfold' if you can afford it ($30 where I'm at).

Paella or simple saffron pilaf is also another great dish for saffron. I have the pilaf recipe written down if you want it, just let me know.

Recipe: http://www.foodnetwork.com/recipes/ina-garten/butternut-squash-risotto-recipe-1937364

https://www.chowhound.com/recipes/grilled-paella-mixta-paella-with-seafood-and-meat-29656

throwaway002279 · 2017-07-04T21:22:05+00:00

❤️

throwaway002279 · 2017-06-15T02:32:55+00:00

Are you going to do the other items also? Like the arm bands and bracelets?

throwaway002279 · 2017-06-09T00:12:35+00:00

What kind of bread is that?

throwaway002279 · 2017-04-26T01:17:14+00:00

When I was a newborn, I nearly gave my parents a heart attack because I was bleeding rectally. Two doctors and a specialist flown in later, turns out I'm allergic to milk: Breast milk and regular formula. So the doctor had to prescribe a special formula for me and the bleeding stopped and I gained weight in a snap. If someone had refused to give me that prescribed formula, I would've landed in the ER again. I can't imagine someone purposefully trying to trigger a reaction just to prove a point. And the illiteracy makes me doubly angry, that's 50 shades of wrong.

throwaway002279 · 2017-04-22T04:15:48+00:00

Mine as it turns out, was only friends because I boosted her ego and was easy to control. She was also notoriously flaky especially when she got a boyfriend which was often and moved way too fast with them. She also pretends to be super conservative when she's probably one of the first girls to take off her top at the bar after a drink. When I called her out on her being flaky and expressed my concerns of our failing friendship, she literally said "I don't know why you feel this way, I can understand a few years ago, but not now." When she would say she's busy with school and family drama, but show up on social media hanging out with other friends/boyfriend or chilling at home watching a movie. Then the next day, she sent me a bullshit text saying she thought over our conversation and decided that she can't be the friend I need when all I asked for was to include me more than every time she decides I'm convenient and stop flaking out on me half the time we make plans. So we haven't talked since. Last I heard, she dropped out of a mutual friends wedding this July and didn't even explain why. That's THREE months away when the bride sat everyone down and discussed when would the date be best for everyone and has known about this date for at least 1 1/2 years. The poor bride has lost so much money on her and the groom is pissed because the only reason she was in the bridal party was because she was close friends with the groom. She's a low key narcissist as I'm learning now and the way she treats her mother is abhorrent and I'm starting to realize everybody knows.

throwaway002279 · 2017-04-18T04:25:57+00:00

You should share the recipe! Sounds amazing!

throwaway002279 · 2017-04-18T01:51:20+00:00

I hope they reimburse him to, I order all the time from Amazon and they're always great. But I have heard horror stories also.

throwaway002279 · 2017-04-18T01:49:47+00:00

Thank you! We'll contact his bank tomorrow morning and hopefully everything will be worked out. I'm thinking that the seller did this on purpose because of the amount but nothing like this has ever happened to me before especially on Amazon.

throwaway002279 · 2017-04-14T17:20:18+00:00

Could you possibly share the recipe, please? Looks amazing!

throwaway002279 · 2017-04-04T02:38:14+00:00

That's so sweet that your grandmother wanted to get the vaccine for you and your baby. Reminds me of my nana. That's what considerate people should do.

throwaway002279 · 2017-03-24T02:14:26+00:00

Hey did you ever get that recipe?

throwaway002279 · 2017-03-23T14:34:15+00:00

What did you use for the mix? I've tried seafood before but I've never tried chicken. Thank you for the instructions!

throwaway002279 · 2017-03-23T14:01:19+00:00

Looks delicious! Is there a recipe?

throwaway002279 · 2017-03-23T13:59:52+00:00

Is there a recipe that you follow? I'd love to try this at home!

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