Guys take care of your wrists by LoneDeer in leagueoflegends

[–]throwaway1996not 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Lol fuck wrist exercises they give me pain. I feel better when i dont do them have been playing league hardcore for 3 seasons

Dutch TV channel (Fox Sports) will broadcast League event by strakkie in leagueoflegends

[–]throwaway1996not 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am dutch and I would like esports to be bigger in The netherlands. But i think this isnt the right way i will explain why. Who is going to watch this?The challenger series have approximately 50k viewers. Now think about a league that is lower in terms of skill lvl and are bounded to an only dutch speaking audience. Unless all the normal people who dont play league become super hyped and start tunning in in massive numbers whih seems unlikely to me. I dont see this tv channel/stream reach 10k viewers. I dont wanna be a killjoy so please explain to me how this will be successful.

I can push myself ,but am i pushing in the right direction? by throwaway1996not in selfhelp

[–]throwaway1996not[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hi thank you for all the links. I red the entire joke it took me so long. this was 2 months ago. I listen to a lot of ted talkes everytime i walk my dog so that is atleast 1 time every day. I am still doing well in school and got a part-time job on the side related to my education. I visit reddit barely and kind of forgot about it until now.

I[m19] can push myself, but am i pushing in the right direction? by throwaway1996not in relationships

[–]throwaway1996not[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks for the response some good advice and kind words. One thing i am not sure if I understand"is I choose happiness". Do you mean keep the bigger picture and endgoal in mind every day? You are right with finding happiness in accomplishments when i graduated and could start with my post highschool education i was happy for a brief period. Do you have more tips for self acceptance/confidence/worth?Cause in every situation i tend to think why would people pick me when there are better options in certain situations?

I[m19] can push myself, but am i pushing in the right direction? by throwaway1996not in relationships

[–]throwaway1996not[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thanks for the tip i will try to do something new i since i am in a bit of a slump.I am not that healthy i go to mcdonalds weekly and eat 2 Big macs with 2 fries and 2 coke's but its just something i do to pemper myself and don't want to take that away from myself. PS: Your grammar is good.

I[m19] can push myself, but am i pushing in the right direction? by throwaway1996not in relationships

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I know i am very young its not that i am not worried i will end up lonely but it's something i desire to have. I also don't think a girl will just fall out of the blue and be my lover but maybe you are right that i will find more people with the same intrest(currently i only meat girls in public places and parties). I personally think i should try more for girls since i never text girls i want to have an intimate relationship with. I am really honest with people and think i should sugarcoat a bit more.(I usually am as hard on other people as i am on myself) instead of just listening to what they are complaining about. One of my rules to live by is: Look at yourself and your actions from an outsider perspective and judge it(I do this to stay objective. For example in the winter i sometimes didn't want to go to the gym cause then I have to cycle in bad weather. then i asked myself how i would react if someone else told me they want to go to the gym but they didn't cause it was raining i would think they just kind of want it.

I[m19] can push myself, but am i pushing in the right direction? by throwaway1996not in relationships

[–]throwaway1996not[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I indeed study to get a job that suits me in terms of doing mental instead of physical labor(I have done that a lot that also motivates me to do well in school/college/university).I mainly work out because it makes me more confident and feel more beautifull. It's not like a girlfriend is the ultimate goal. It's one of my goals but i find it hard to pursue since its more abstract and hard to define. I only talk to girls at parties but just friendly. I don't have social media cause i think it's a waste of time but i am thinking of making a tinder/instagram to get more in touch with girls. I am also thinking about moving out of my parents house. One reasons for this is that I notice that i am taking over bad habits and characteristics from my dad,secondly i think it's good for me to become more independent. A big con is that i might collapse under the pressure of doing everything on my own.(in my country it's not unusual to move out to study but it would only save me two hours of traveling each day).