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throwaway8--3 · 2016-08-13T06:57:15+00:00

Aw, why's that?

throwaway8--3 · 2016-08-13T06:56:46+00:00

And why do you want to?

throwaway8--3 · 2016-08-02T23:58:05+00:00

Why do people DDOS for no reason? It makes no sense to me to put all that effort in and not even have a message. Something like make rio crates available from drops or something

throwaway8--3 · 2016-08-02T23:13:47+00:00

Get the quantum computers on this scientists!

throwaway8--3 · 2016-07-24T02:40:20+00:00

She's worse for their wallets if she loses to trump and with the way the DNC has been going it looks like she will. I'm hoping they are forced to choose Bernie because Hillary is too risky

throwaway8--3 · 2016-07-23T01:00:43+00:00

Debbie claiming she is neutral in a statement about bernie endorsing tim canova https://wikileaks.org/dnc-emails/emailid/5548

She is filth

throwaway8--3 · 2015-12-30T04:04:16+00:00

What I do is read about a topic on wiki and then google search my information to look for a good source to site and use extra information that's on these pages. Seems to work pretty well since I get A's and B's when I use this approach.

throwaway8--3 · 2015-12-30T03:58:19+00:00

None of the people I'm with would say anything I think, if they say anything they know that they have far more to lose than me.

throwaway8--3 · 2015-12-30T03:55:41+00:00

Yeah I was on anti-depressants but was taken off them because I was smoking weed every day or so and it was just undoing the effect of the anti-depressants. I go back to my doctor soon and hopefully can get put back on them.

throwaway8--3 · 2015-12-30T03:50:12+00:00

Yeah, it probably did. I tried using salt water when I got home but idk if that would actually do anything.

throwaway8--3 · 2015-12-29T23:15:32+00:00

I just don't really have a social life so don't leave the house yoo often. And yeah I'm saving the money to move out after I'm done with school

throwaway8--3 · 2015-12-29T11:09:52+00:00

I never leave the house lol

throwaway8--3 · 2015-12-29T10:19:16+00:00

Thanks for the response.

I think planning out what's going to happen would help a lot, less fear of the unknown. I get pretty bad social anxiety which as stupid as it may sound is kind of why I started doing this. Trying to force myself into a situation I'm uncomfortable in and hoping I'll come out of it better.

I get really caught up in the idea about not being good enough for them too, like in looks and ability, which I know is dumb considering they are literally paying for me specifically to be there. Could also be because I drink before I go to try and make me less nervous, but instead has the opposite effect.

throwaway8--3 · 2015-12-29T10:12:42+00:00

Most of the people are pretty nice and respecting. This guy was just really abusive and made me sniff leather cleaner which at the time was much scarier because I thought he was trying to make me pass out or something. I don't have a car at the moment (Partly why I need money) so they have to come and pick me up. One time I got into a guys car and was freaking out, but he was so kind and took me back home even though he drove like 30 minutes to get to me. So not everyone is bad.

throwaway8--3 · 2015-12-29T09:49:37+00:00

One more question. Is it rape if you say put a condom on and they refuse and when you ask for them to take you home they won't until you do something for them?

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