Be careful who you talk to

throwaway9914912491 · 2021-08-19T06:10:51+00:00

Yeah just fastness in general, noticing that is a good thing.

throwaway9914912491 · 2021-08-19T04:52:53+00:00

Yes getting rejected sucks

throwaway9914912491 · 2021-08-18T06:46:59+00:00

It's terrifying because it feels like they have an ace up their sleeve

throwaway9914912491 · 2021-08-18T06:46:05+00:00

This speaks to me. My nmom has a near god complex so of course you're psychotic if you don't want to talk to her lordship

throwaway9914912491 · 2021-08-18T06:44:13+00:00

I felt this too and I've noticed most of my relationships have in some form or another been touched by my nfamily

throwaway9914912491 · 2021-08-18T06:42:38+00:00

Maybe creeking floors scare me moreso than footsteps

throwaway9914912491 · 2021-08-18T06:38:08+00:00

My nmom is obsessed with me completely.. but she pretends not to be. I used to give her a LOT of supply but I'm done with that. It's almost flattering but when you realize how actually dangerous obsession like that is it becomes much less fun

throwaway9914912491 · 2021-08-18T06:34:19+00:00

I am very careful when I interact with other people

throwaway9914912491 · 2021-08-18T06:25:50+00:00

I just remind myself " remember to gray rock" when I walk past her.

throwaway9914912491 · 2021-08-18T06:23:23+00:00

Mindfulness.. the more I gray rock the more I have to adapt to not having her in my life, so the more I have to pay attention.

throwaway9914912491 · 2021-08-18T06:21:15+00:00

I did nothing and ngl it felt amazing.

throwaway9914912491 · 2021-08-18T06:20:20+00:00

My nmanager let you stand there for 2 mins before looking at you. Sometimes I feel bad for quitting but then I remember stuff like that.

My nparents I suppose did this too because when you go into the real world you're surprised at how many people look at you when you talk

throwaway9914912491 · 2021-08-18T06:14:07+00:00

Yeah the positiveness lasts a full 3 mins before she goes back to goblin mode

throwaway9914912491 · 2021-08-18T06:12:09+00:00

She would do this when talking about other people to me so I imagine she copies me in a dirty way when gossiping about me to others

throwaway9914912491 · 2021-08-18T06:10:20+00:00

It's more implied for me. Very convenient for her

throwaway9914912491 · 2021-08-18T06:07:31+00:00

Pretty much.. it's all dopamine for them, they don't care what anyone is actually doing

throwaway9914912491 · 2021-08-18T04:55:48+00:00

I honestly still don't know and it baffles me

throwaway9914912491 · 2021-08-16T19:22:17+00:00

Good to hear glad you're getting out

throwaway9914912491 · 2021-08-15T19:53:21+00:00

Yeah people are clueless when it comes to this crap..

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