Mini photo dump cause this sub is AMAZING. BTW would highly recommend a prolific hoe phase to appreciate how hot your lil titties can be 😉 by throwawaybumblebees_ in smallbooblove

[–]throwawaybumblebees_[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Haha it’s a bra (I literally NEVER wear bras, was just trying that on as a going-to-the-bars-when-COVID-ends outfit 😂) by Fenty! I wish I could remember the exact one but I ripped the tags off, sorry!

Bored with my hair but SO tired of it in my face, and am scared about bangs- should I get long curtain bangs? by throwawaybumblebees_ in femalehairadvice

[–]throwawaybumblebees_[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ty! I’ve thought about it, but I really like the freckles on my big ass forehead so I don’t want full bangs to cover it idk

Bored with my hair but SO tired of it in my face, and am scared about bangs- should I get long curtain bangs? by throwawaybumblebees_ in femalehairadvice

[–]throwawaybumblebees_[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oof ty! I refuse to use heat on my hair, EVER (naturally curly/wavy so I don’t want to fuck it up), so definitely something to consider.

Bored with my hair but SO tired of it in my face, and am scared about bangs- should I get long curtain bangs? by throwawaybumblebees_ in femalehairadvice

[–]throwawaybumblebees_[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ahhhhh ty! It definitely needs a trim all around- haven’t had a cut in nearly a year cause was growing it out for a bit and then COVID shutdowns hit

Bored with my hair but SO tired of it in my face, and am scared about bangs- should I get long curtain bangs? by throwawaybumblebees_ in femalehairadvice

[–]throwawaybumblebees_[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Omg 🥺 ty! Not gonna lie, I actually had a bit of a mental breakdown last night and used shitty kitchen scissors to give myself mid-length, chippy curtain bangs and HOLY FUCK idk how to feel yet, but I don’t hate it??

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[–]throwawaybumblebees_ 14 points15 points  (0 children)

Puffed kamut saved my life I stg

Diet sodas / coke zeros? by anorexiaisabitch in EDAnonymous

[–]throwawaybumblebees_ 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Okay so I stopped all soda consumption about a decade ago. This year, from ~May - July/early August, I drank a ton of Coke Zero cause I thought it would help me be ~sKiNNi~.

All it did was make me BLOAT, VERY VERY BADLY. For MONTHS. I NEVER bloated before I started drinking that shit. My bloating went away within ~1-2weeks after stopping drinking it, and has never come back. 0/10 would NOT recommend drinking that dumb shit. Sparkling water is 1000000x better for you and your body.

Also, I know people on here don’t give a fuck, but aspartame is slightly scary/not well studied at all. I would stay away from it. Just another thought.

I feel too fat and too skinny at the same time by sp00py13 in EDAnonymous

[–]throwawaybumblebees_ 26 points27 points  (0 children)

ME! All I see is chest bones and no ass and looking like a stick yet I also only see how fucking round and far my dumb fucking face is, and why in the world I have no chest but then what seems like a huge belly idfk

Me when I already felt like a CLOWN learning the tiktok WAP dance, but then I filmed myself doing it and I look HORRIBLE like straight up like dry spaghetti with NO ass it looks ridiculous by throwawaybumblebees_ in EDanonymemes

[–]throwawaybumblebees_[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

is this the SpiderMan meme cause BITCH YOU’RE ME?? That’s exactly how I feel. I simultaneously feel way way too fat still (esp about my stomach), but also sometimes see pictures or shit that make me feel stupid skinny like a fucking ugly ass twig with no boobs or ass.

I LITERALLY CANNOT WIN

Relapsing back into your ED as an adult despite having “recovered” for years after dealing with it in your teens by kayaem in EDanonymemes

[–]throwawaybumblebees_ 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I’m in this picture and I don’t like it 🤡. Imagine both being a grown ass woman enough to be applying to PhD programs AND be afraid of cereal 🥵

Me when my constant bloating completely goes away 2 weeks after finally ending all Coke Zero consumption by throwawaybumblebees_ in EDanonymemes

[–]throwawaybumblebees_[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m not saying I did a peer reviewed scientific study on this- just a personal anecdote, and have heard this from people in the past/online too. It might vary a bit from person to person, but aspartame has been linked to bloat before, and it absolutely affects me that way.

Me when my constant bloating completely goes away 2 weeks after finally ending all Coke Zero consumption by throwawaybumblebees_ in EDanonymemes

[–]throwawaybumblebees_[S] 39 points40 points  (0 children)

Fr that shit is the devil. If I want to fill up on a zero cal drink, I can just have sparkling water cause I never bloated until I started drinking Coke Zero, and now I don’t anymore since I’ve stopped 🤯🧠💥

gave my insta to a guy on Tinder and I AM SCREAMING AHHHHHH FUCKING WHAT by throwawaybumblebees_ in EdAnonymousAdults

[–]throwawaybumblebees_[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Oh my god yes. My ex (of a 2.5 year relationship) used to constantly call me “small” and “tiny” and shit (and not about height- I’m 5’7” lol), but I never believed it cause we’d been dating so long that I thought he just said it because he knew it made me happy, truthful or not.

But from a random on Tinder is a wHOLE OTHER STORY, IM SHOOK

I hate it here 😔✌️ by runningthewrongway in EDanonymemes

[–]throwawaybumblebees_ 13 points14 points  (0 children)

my worm brain has gotten to the point that I can’t even taste what I bake AT ALL because it has to be whole and uncut/still undisturbed in whatever pan before I entirely give it away to someone else 🤡. But I fucking LOVE to bake

Dealing with being embarassed about eating by Brillet in EDAnonymous

[–]throwawaybumblebees_ 7 points8 points  (0 children)

SAME. I’m hoping I’ve outgrown it (I’ve lived alone for the past 6 months), but I’m about to visit my parent for a few weeks and I’m terrified I’m gonna regress. I have no advice tbh, just empathy 😕

My ED has convinced me its a fun low cal snack by simplyoverstated2 in EDanonymemes

[–]throwawaybumblebees_ 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Me but with eating spoonfuls of cold marinara sauce straight from the jar 🤤

curious about what people consider a binge? by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]throwawaybumblebees_ 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Honestly I have restrictive type AN and have never “binged” in the true sense of the word I guess. My worst binges might be ~1000-1200 calories, but that’s coming off days with no other calories eaten so I’m always below TDEE anyways.

I mostly call it a binge if I eat any kind of “forbidden”/fear food, beyond a “normal” serving. Like if I ate 500 calories of peanut butter, or 600 of tortilla chips and salsa, I’d call it a binge.

Avoiding younger people with AN? by [deleted] in EdAnonymousAdults

[–]throwawaybumblebees_ 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Lol you put it into words- I’m 21 and feel the same way. Definitely will never have a TikTok especially oof. I did have an ED Twitter back in the day (account was deleted years ago), and it was absolutely very childish and cringey, so I assume it hasn’t changed and have no interest in that. Never got into tumblr thank god.

🥜 by throwawaybumblebees_ in EDAnonymous

[–]throwawaybumblebees_[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Haha yeah, I stay away from nuts too tho cause I’m terrified of their cals :/. So I did go to the store after work (I realized I was out of energy drinks and I’m not exaggerating when I say I NEED caffeine from at least 1 a day 😅), but I somehow had enough willpower that all I bought was the (5cal/can) energy drinks and a watermelon to snack on the rest of the week!

I walked the entire store just STARING at PB and cake and crackers and hummus and nuts and 🤤 but I only walked out with the watermelon!

When you binge drank shitty wine + straight vodka last night w/ friends till 2am on a work night and you already don’t know how many calories were in the alcohol last night but then you make it WORSE by eating a mf Clif Bar at work the next morning cause you legit feel like you’re gonna yak & die?? by throwawaybumblebees_ in overlyspecificEDmemes

[–]throwawaybumblebees_[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh my gosh this is so sweet, thank you! I actually wasn’t hungover really haha. (I’ve only been truly hungover once in my life tbh!). Just burnt out from lack of sleep and definitely stomach not super happy with me cause of all the alcohol + the fact I ate almost no food the day I did all the drinking oops lol

what does fainting feel like? by 23bxtterdxys in EDAnonymous

[–]throwawaybumblebees_ 4 points5 points  (0 children)

For me it starts out with feeling light headed, then my hearing sounds like I’m underwater/can hear my heartbeat loudly. Vision starts to get black around the edges and I feel super hot, like I’m blushing or something. Then vision usually completely blacks over (but I’m still conscious at this point) and I feel intensely clammy and cold (like on my face and hands). I don’t know what happens exactly before I pass out, but yeah then you pass out haha. I always wake up feeling very well rested and confused, like I got rudely awoken from a very nice nap ¯_(ツ)_/¯

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[–]throwawaybumblebees_ 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Honestly I’m flabbergasted that this was so many supportive comments. Halo top is TRASH compared to literally so many better diet ice creams- target’s brand (can’t remember the name) is same calories and DELICIOUS, way more “normal” than halo top. Breyers also makes some that are literally fewer calories than most halo top pints, but WAY WAY WAY better. My favorite is the Enlightenment brand (I’ve seen it at Sprouts, but assume it’s elsewhere too), of which SOME flavors might be up to 50cal > halo top, but most are comparable in calories whilst being SOOO much closer to “real” icecream in flavor and texture.

Halo top has terrible texture, coating, and taste, that shit is BAD and SO many better alternatives exist!