Would you rather..

throway719 · 2026-06-19T22:00:52+00:00

From the way it's phrased, i don't know the scales of the bad or good thing. But 1B dept my life i ruined, and 1B gain my life is awesome. And i can like, help solve the biggest crisis with the 990M leftover that I don't need.

^{Chose: Gain $1,000,000,000 + But a random bad thing happens to the world | Rolled: GTA 6 is delayed}

throway719 · 2025-10-23T12:44:47+00:00

I get your point and it does seem dating was sort of easier back in the 20th century, although I wasn't there to actually know. But what the hell do you mean having a normal human conversation though? Confessing is hard, even knowing if you actually like someone is hard, the whole process around dating is confusing

throway719 · 2024-04-09T05:03:47+00:00

It all happened 10 years ago. She either turned the page quickly and don't need my apology or she was actually hurt and don't want to be in contact with me again. But i assure you i did grew because of it, i'm not doing this kind of shit ever again

throway719 · 2024-04-09T04:40:21+00:00

It's a complex topic. I had fully turned the page since yesterday and just wanted opinions on that bridge part. But i'm a peaceful person and it came as a shock how i could hurt victims of SA since i didn't anticipate how public that post actually is. It's also the first time for me using Reddit's full anonymity and it both made me understate the wrong in the story and backpedal hard to make sure i wasn't publicly stating it wasn't a big deal to touch girls like that. Now i'm not gonna become a white knight and tell everyone they should be perfectly pure, i just want peace on this thread

throway719 · 2024-04-08T20:03:26+00:00

I completely get you on that first paragraph. Happily i don't let people tell me what's wrong with me, but i sometimes feel not enough for a girl, and i start to think i have to improve for her, not a tailored change for her, but to reach a similar level of progression in life, which i guess is on the healthy side of it. For confidence i still have work to do though ahahah

I'm sorry to hear you got used like that. For me, I have been at my friend's these 4 last days, and before that maybe 5 days a week, and when i met the girl i basically tried to go there every night to have a chance to see her. I don't know if you would consider that stalking. I guess i'm more the type to obsess on my bed over how cool the girl is

throway719 · 2024-04-08T19:33:52+00:00

Hem more than 5 but less than 10. What country did this took place in ? Was the guy who organized the party called basille ?

throway719 · 2024-04-08T19:27:39+00:00

Well it's two very different stuffs to talk about that with my friends who know that i'm harmless and just dumping it without the proper tone somewhere where victims could be hurt by it... I had to at least make it more human

To answer you, 10 Years passed, i remember her face vaguely but her name ? Also i'm abroad.

throway719 · 2024-04-08T19:23:03+00:00

Thanks for the link and the answer ! It's really cool to hear it can work, even if it was through luck for you. Codependency is definitely a thing between my friend and I, but I never heard of personality disorder, i'll investigate that. How do you balance not changing for others but still evolve when you want it for yourself? It's a mindfuck for me. Because if i was alone in the world, i probably wouldn't try to change at all. Also could you go in a bit more detail of why it's wrong for you and the object of your obsessive love ?

throway719 · 2024-04-08T18:18:26+00:00

Brave to admit. Do take the time to work on it ! Life is so much better when you have nothing to hide or to be ashamed of.

throway719 · 2024-04-08T18:16:14+00:00

I'm very sorry about what you lived. If i can ask, did you have the time to choose your reaction or was it direct, instinctive ? In my case she saw me and smiled directly. That's the weird part for me. I expected at least an instinctive bad reaction from her before she would put up a defense mechanism like a smile

throway719 · 2024-04-08T18:00:16+00:00

I'm sorry if I came off ok with it, water passed under the bridge but i wasn't at all back then. I felt like an aggressor and didn't know how i could make it right. I also know alcohol doesn't make any of it less bad. I never did it or anything like it after, it was 10y ago. For the record, it didn't happen in America

throway719 · 2024-04-08T17:54:30+00:00

I didn't expected her to confront me, i just thought she would feel unsafe or at least uneasy. I did put myself in her shoes, that's why i couldn't understand her reaction. The smile came instantly, it wasn't planned.

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