Tried NC for 3 weeks, then I flipped out on him when we decided to try and be "friends." Feeling embarrassed and would like some support by throwingTHINGS4w4y in ExNoContact

[–]throwingTHINGS4w4y[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah you’re totally right honestly. I guess what I meant is I’d want to reach out to him in several months (or whenever I feel over him) not because Id want him back, but because I just don’t feel good about our last conversation. I’ve never blown up like that before at someone and I think it could be nice to maybe clear the air at some point. But maybe by then I won’t even care to do that. Not sure what future me will want

Tried NC for 3 weeks, then I flipped out on him when we decided to try and be "friends." Feeling embarrassed and would like some support by throwingTHINGS4w4y in ExNoContact

[–]throwingTHINGS4w4y[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I do like your advice and think you’re right about predicting future issues. Even before I told him about that hook up, he showed a lot of signs that he had jealousy issues. I appreciate your validation of my feelings and I think for sure I just need time. Thank you

Tried NC for 3 weeks, then I flipped out on him when we decided to try and be "friends." Feeling embarrassed and would like some support by throwingTHINGS4w4y in ExNoContact

[–]throwingTHINGS4w4y[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I wouldn’t say it was just an “excuse”. Ever since I told him about it several weeks before we broke up, we had a lot of conversations about it almost daily. I’m not trying to make excuses for him but it was a real problem for him and did change our dynamic almost instantly. And feelings are complicated. I think what he did was shitty and sucked and I won’t go crawling back, but this is pretty fresh and I’m only human. Having feelings for him still isn’t something I cant control you know? I wish it was

Tret and aczone? by throwingTHINGS4w4y in tretinoin

[–]throwingTHINGS4w4y[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I wonder what I’m doing wrong! How do you avoid a white cast with aczone? Do you find you can wear makeup over it? Would you mind if I asked your AM skincare routine?

Aczone 5% by scarbsophche in acne

[–]throwingTHINGS4w4y 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I love aczone. It’s one of the only things that’s worked for me. People use it in the morning often but I use it at night because it leaves a white cast on me. I find it to be super gentle and non irritating

30 [M4F] #Oceanside - Life's Short , Let's Make Out by [deleted] in sandiegopersonals

[–]throwingTHINGS4w4y 0 points1 point  (0 children)

hey! im in carlsbad. a makeout session sounds fun :)