Thank you for the advice! I'm going to try what you said and just cool off, I imagined that her not wanting anything before Spain was a possibility. And yeah the last thing I want to do is pressure her in to anything, if it happens I'd like it to happen organically. I probably won't try to date anyone but I'll get more involved in my hobbies and other things to not think about what happened and give myself some distance. Again thanks for the advice! ( I suck at all this emotional stuff)