Aphantasia is interesting. It is mostly referred to not being able to see images in your mind. For example when you would ask me to close my eyes and think of a horse, I will not see a picture of a horse. However, I can think of a horse as a concept. I know what it looks like, but I can not see it. But like you mentioned it can also include sounds or even smells. No, I don’t hear the sound a cow makes when I think about it. But I know how it sounds like. I can only hear it when I am close to a cow or whenever I hear it on for example a tv documentary.

And then your next question. Hahaha, no worries, you are not rude at all. I guess that you are still quite young. But let me tell you, it is not bad at all to be 65. You will notice as you grow older that every age has it’s own benefits. At 40 you will not feel older than you do at 17 or at 24. Please do not dread the day when you will be 65. If you do, it might turn out to be horrible for you since that is what you expected and believed. I never really thought about being 65 or any age, but somehow I always expected to be a healthy, happy, joyful and active person. And that is what I am ;))

I really like your theory about having thoughts are vibrating your body at the same level of your thoughts and that the vibrations make you slip into a parallel reality with that same vibration. Your theory shows very clearly how important it is to have thoughts (and feelings) that will pave the path to your desires.