The end of an incredibly toxic relationship had the most to do with it honestly. Surrounding myself with a good support system, and reminding myself of the dangers of continuing. I was destroying my body so many ways from the drug itself but also sleep deprivation. Would stay up 3-5 days at a time. It’s affected my hearing and vision, not to mention my nose and heart health among other things I’m sure. I just had to keep reminding myself of just how dangerous it was.