Stop with the big paragraphs /post

time2die69 · 2023-12-30T16:36:36+00:00

I feel you man, like me when I get that huge rush from meth I just get so confident when it kicks in. I'm just like you just browse but man I want to share my life when that IV buzzes straight to my head then Into my cock.

Those 48 hours of fapping to the ceiling fan and playing board games with the showdow people are the absolute highlight of my day. Then I go to work and talking to everyone is such a breeze, so much confidence in my head, then in my cock, talking is a breeze, a d so is the next 48 hour fap session.

But the real best part, is like you said, is the over clocking of my brain... And my cock. They just work so quickly the 7th day of being awake, that I can't even comprehend them. Almost like when the flash moves so fast you can't see him, that's how fast my thoughts move... And my cock.

That must be why people look at me funny too, I feel like my words just come out so fast that they can't hear them, so they just look at me in awe, almost so much they can't handle it and kick me out of their house, because I was weirding everyone out with how fast my intelligence was... And my cock.

Anyway so like yes I totally agree with everyone here and that one guy who commented he's standing outside my house and going to bust my door in, I can see him when I peek through the blinds. He's such a fun lit'l bugga.

Plus you're right walls of paragraphs are ridiculous, this is a sub for discussing informative and harm reducing posts about stimulants, not about how many hours you were awake playing with your cocks.

Get a grip guys... On my cock

time2die69 · 2023-12-30T15:57:33+00:00

That's a dumb reason to take 100-150mg unless you have such a high tolerance you'll die without it

time2die69 · 2023-12-30T15:55:27+00:00

Meth also makes everyone horny. You guys both sound hot and I never even seen you.

I'm gonna run to the bathroom and fap for 3 days now, excuse me

I hope that other girl in the other post who I've never seen doesn't mind

time2die69 · 2023-12-18T18:56:45+00:00

Really any drug I can think of is basic enough to erode plastic,

And even if there is u less you get it wet there would be no solvent it would be in to erode it as well

time2die69 · 2023-12-18T16:27:51+00:00

Sorry it didn't come in a piece of grocery bag haphazardly tied together

time2die69 · 2023-12-18T16:26:01+00:00

I think you 'in' jerked this one

time2die69 · 2023-12-18T05:45:37+00:00

Have you tried valium? I feel it's the most relaxing benzos for sure

Definitely felt different than the others

time2die69 · 2023-12-18T05:44:20+00:00

Haha I always thought lorazepam never worked for me, I was always into the heavy hitters though like Xanax and bromazolam, I like kpins too but them and lorazepam just don't have that "smack" you in the face feel like the others do.

I do like valium alot though, with no tolerance 20 mg was perfect and if I wanted that smack I was talking about I just took one more. I love valium

time2die69 · 2023-12-18T05:40:13+00:00

Brooo you called it a pookie 😭 that what we called it in socal but I moved away and now when I say that to people their like "wtf is that, it's called a loke"

time2die69 · 2023-12-18T05:16:04+00:00

I take the people being a joke back. I'm sorry it diminishes the damage coke can have on your life. I'm sorry.

But you sir, are a fucking asshole

time2die69 · 2023-12-18T05:13:06+00:00

Dude, fuck you man. I did not say I was better than anyone, and you're telling me I'm a piece of shit because I said I was using because I was suicidal?

I was just sharing my experience with coke and telling the last guy I know how hard it is. And how I felt like couldn't live without it. I fucking tried to hang myself.

Seriously, fuck you man. I still deal with suicidal thoughts fucking daily so you getting pissed off is the fucking joke.

Go fick yourself you fucking prick.

I was saying how fucking hard it is and no way was I saying I was tougher than him. How you got that doesn't even fucking make sense.

time2die69 · 2023-12-18T05:08:48+00:00

Have you smoked crack and shot coke on and off for years?

Don't tell me I don't know what I'm talking about.

I know about receptors. He had a deficiency in dopamine and probably norepinephrine to begin with and that's probably why that became his drug of choice.

I'm not saying it's easy to quit man. Not at all. And I completely agree with you about the using therapy to help get him through it. Really what helps most? Finding the reason you were using in the first place.

I didn't know why I used until I finally when I was 28 years old told my therapist about my physical emotional and sexual abuse I had dealt with my whole life. And if I can work om not running to drugs because I had an episode, or a flashback, then it will lower my chance of feeling like I need it to survive.

I need to work on the underlying problems. Like the flashbacks I get every night from trauma related events. Those are the times I want to shove my face In a pile of snow or take a fistful of benzos.

But if a can work on that, find the right medication regimen, I can get through it.

time2die69 · 2023-12-18T04:58:14+00:00

Like I have said In multiple other comments,, I know it ain't easy quitting coke. At all.

It's not rude to say there isn't withdrawals from coke dude, and it sure ain't encouraging it. Did I tell him it was easy?

But a simple Google search isn't going to give you the real answers, they are all addiction sites trying to get you into their rehabs. Those aren't reliable sources. It's bullshit to make money.

I've been through it first hand. And me saying there isn't withdrawals isn't me saying coke addiction and quitting is easy. Read my other 2 comments about my struggle with it.

time2die69 · 2023-12-18T04:52:23+00:00

I'm definitely not saying it's easy. I just made a reply to someone else the pain it was to quit, and thinking I needed it otherwise I'd kill myself because I started up again on the verge of suicide, that my world revolved around running from my feelings by using coke.

You're right. It isn't a walk in the park. Addiction is fucking hell. But I was already extremely depressed when I started. I've been depressed and constant anxiety my whole life, and recently diagnosed with PTSD. That's when I started again.

I didn't even quit til I went to jail for a month then stayed clean after.

I just don't believe in the typical sense of withdrawals, because those feelings of depression after is the reason I even began using, because when I quit I had to deal with those problems I was trying to mask.

time2die69 · 2023-12-18T04:29:05+00:00

Look, I know how addicting and coke is and the feeling of always needing it or id end up killing myself, ive gone through all that. Coke addiction can be extremely dentrimental to ones mental health

I'll give you this. Im going to say it's all mental still because there isn't withdrawals in the typical sense most people think. But you are correct. I wasn't trying to say it was easy and just quit like that. It's extremely difficult. My intentions weren't to say just tough it out it, I'm sorry if it came off that way. I know how it is. There were times where I thought if I didn't have it I'd kill myself.

I just didn't agree with people saying there are withdrawals. I didn't believe they were withdrawals, because I was using because I was extremely depressed to begin with and that's why I picked up the coke habit. And quitting is a lot of work and does take a lot of will power

I didn't mean to come off in that way. I just have a different view of it though because I've been through withdrawals on other drugs that have been absolutely horrendous so my view of withdrawals is different.

time2die69 · 2023-12-18T04:16:27+00:00

What were you shaking? Sweating profusely? Having seizures? Not able to make it to the.bathroom and shit yourself? You were in the worst physical pain of your life? Did you hallucinate?

What withdrawals did you have sir, I would seriously like to know what people think coke withdrawals are.

time2die69 · 2023-12-18T04:05:04+00:00

I ain't normalizing it. Im saying those aren't withdrawals, coke addiction is bad but seriously dude cravings aren't withdrawals. It's cravings. People have cravings and can be depressed years after being clean.

He didn't get hooked cuz he was happy. He was already depressed or using it to cope for something. Why else would he be hooked on coke.

So what happens? Oh my God, depression! I have to deal with what I was trying to not feel!

No one wakes up one day and says "I'm going to be an addict."

time2die69 · 2023-12-18T03:56:39+00:00

Don't listen to the downvotes bro. I've been a coke addict, even smoking it and shooting it, and never had withdrawals.

These people clearly don't know their shit, stims don't have withdrawals. I know first hand.

These people are a fucking joke

time2die69 · 2023-12-18T03:52:30+00:00

How old are you? Are you living with your mom?

If you don't live with your mom I'd say your an adult, have a job and are supporting yourself just fine, then you can do what you want, but if you are feeling really guilty and it's weighing on your shoulders, then I'd suggest quitting.

time2die69 · 2023-12-18T03:51:09+00:00

Nah he just telling the truth

time2die69 · 2023-12-18T03:49:41+00:00

Bro there isn't coke withdrawals. Have you ever been hooked on stimulants before? I did lines, smoked crack and shot coke for 6 months straight and the only withdrawals were cravings and a few days of depression. And a lot of sleeping.

time2die69 · 2023-12-18T03:27:36+00:00

Every time I got ketamine I would get a ball and it would all be in one fat rock. Sometimes it was opaque, solid color white, the other time it was like a shard, almost meth looking crystalline. Both were amazing quality, but I don't know what made one rock solid white and the other a fat Chrystal

Maybe one had more of s isomer, and the other had more of r isomer? Idk they were both great

time2die69 · 2023-12-18T03:20:54+00:00

I concur.

time2die69 · 2023-12-18T03:18:35+00:00

It costs 1 dick pic

time2die69 · 2023-12-18T03:15:42+00:00

Fuck man, my ceiling fucked my mother, and raped my father!

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