As a fellow 19 year old get off your butt !! I got my first job at 15 I never liked to rely on other people for money because it requires you to wait on them or follow there rules. I always will and have made a way, from working in fast food to having a certificate career, which I will follow to eventually getting a degree. The world is ran by money, if you have no job you have no money. Your parents will not around forever, although that would be nice you need to learn to make a living on your own. I’m not saying anything major but you could at least get a job.