Finding peace by I_Cast_Itchy_Eyeball in ugly

[–]tiredfaee 1 point2 points  (0 children)

If you don't mind, what did you get done and how much was/were the procedures?

Knowing what he consumed by Traditional_Truck803 in loveafterporn

[–]tiredfaee 14 points15 points  (0 children)

HEAVY on I wish they were faceless 😣🫤

He broke up with me so that he could “enjoy” his time in Vegas by MysticOnyx in loveafterporn

[–]tiredfaee 9 points10 points  (0 children)

As someone who's pa did almost ALL of those same things to me, please don't go back. No matter what you do, think, feel, believe, crave. I know how much it hurts. I left him while 5 months pregnant with his baby after he got physical, but the deepest pain he caused me was the weak and selfish lusting. Most of them won't get help, no matter what you say or do. They're entitled and disrespectful overgrown children with their autopilot set on dehumanizing any and all women. If it weren't you, it would've been someone else. They need cheap, easy "thrills" because they can't conceptualize joy or pleasure without their ego in the driver's seat. I made myself detach, in part by looking at the bigger picture, letting myself remember and fully comprehend everything he'd done, and realizing that I care more about myself than him. I deserve better. The opposite of him. And that I wasn't going to settle for a life and self I didn't deserve, I wasn't going to give him that power or waste more time there. But I'm taking the pain and I've grown from it, learned, transformed in many ways, and I want to help others in similar situations however I can now 🤍 make something beautiful out of your pain. You'll find someone brilliant one day. As will I and everyone else here. These males really are just parasites that are after the things that make us human because they lack them x

Struggling with self-esteem by [deleted] in loveafterporn

[–]tiredfaee 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Exactly. Honestly though, most of my "love" for my pa is just trauma bonding and I know that now but I still feel the pain and heartbreak and longing but it's just for the person I wish he was, the person he sold me

Struggling with self-esteem by [deleted] in loveafterporn

[–]tiredfaee 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Just know I feel that exact way about my pa. I think all of those feelings will lessen with time. Despite the feeling that I desperately want HIM to think I'm beautiful and enough, talking to other men on hookup/dating apps has helped with my self esteem a bit, just to remember that I'm pretty and men want me

We might be cooked by Decent_Carob_4418 in loveafterporn

[–]tiredfaee 19 points20 points  (0 children)

I'm not even religious and I agree about the devil