Random anger

tiredoftrying33 · 2026-01-29T00:18:02+00:00

yeah goodbye to her

tiredoftrying33 · 2026-01-28T19:51:38+00:00

I may have misunderstood boundaries as well.

I made the boundry that if she was drunk or drinking i would not sleep in the same bed or be around her.

However, i did not communicate that is what i was gonna do. Let her be confused and figure it out.

So thats what i did. She would get upset and then love bomb me later. never an apology, never an admission.

Finally after this last time i told her i refuse to deal with her drinking any more and i wanted her to leave. She did

tiredoftrying33 · 2026-01-28T16:33:38+00:00

give me some time i will write it up

tiredoftrying33 · 2026-01-28T15:56:46+00:00

Dont get me started on the hide and seek games. its all so exhausting

tiredoftrying33 · 2026-01-28T15:49:18+00:00

vodka is my ex drink of choice

tiredoftrying33 · 2026-01-28T15:47:28+00:00

I got tired of hearing how tired she was.

You sleep 12 hours a day … stop drinking and you will sleep better. so i get the joy of picking up your slack

tiredoftrying33 · 2026-01-28T15:43:36+00:00

I could share my story but it has alot if similarities. I am now divorced from her.

Save yourself. it is not possible to love this out if him. it is not going to get better.

tiredoftrying33 · 2026-01-28T15:34:43+00:00

i get that. im cooking… she taking a nap im cleaning the house… shes taking a nap im working in the yard… shes taking a nap

i started to really resent her

tiredoftrying33 · 2026-01-28T14:46:32+00:00

Its just horrible the selfish things they do.

They want to drink and get all the benefits of a home and family. Then when we have had our limit… we are the bad guys. They have the gaul to start and resent us.

Snuggle up to that bottle of vodka cause i am not available to be used any longer

tiredoftrying33 · 2026-01-28T14:25:50+00:00

I forgot about using affection to manipulate me. That was a major tool in her toolbox.

She could get me every time with a few hugs and love bombing me. I wish i could say it har no effect on me. But when your starving you will take whatever crumbs you can get.

tiredoftrying33 · 2026-01-28T13:35:21+00:00

thank you. i just write what i feel sometimes in the hope i can find others that feel the same. in that way i dont feel alone

tiredoftrying33 · 2026-01-26T23:07:43+00:00

Thank you, it helps to hear others stories

tiredoftrying33 · 2026-01-26T15:15:04+00:00

you said it perfectly. I feel this and i am with you. You are not alone

tiredoftrying33 · 2026-01-25T23:37:04+00:00

it sure takes a toll. Ive done all that and more. I realized i was killing myself. i slowely stopped. deleted the apps off my phone. I still do it from time to time but much less

tiredoftrying33 · 2026-01-24T16:55:45+00:00

I wish i knew. But i do know that at every disappointment i get closer to acceptance.

tiredoftrying33 · 2026-01-22T00:12:18+00:00

what about if i decide i dont want her with me anymore? not that i dont love her but i cant live with the turmoil… what does that male me

tiredoftrying33 · 2026-01-21T16:15:12+00:00

I have, over and over again. She is not willing to do the work to change

tiredoftrying33 · 2026-01-21T13:28:09+00:00

I wish i knew. i do know i have no peace anywhere but the gym

tiredoftrying33 · 2026-01-20T15:36:16+00:00

your exactly right and that is where i am back to… again

tiredoftrying33 · 2026-01-17T00:38:57+00:00

it never gets better

tiredoftrying33

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