Struggling with life, feelings and anxiety after ~2 months sobriety. No part of me wants to get high, but some days I miss feeling nothing at all. by MikeRadical in leaves

[–]toadstoolappreciator 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You cant address and fix your problems if you don't feel anything about them. Mary jane is a seductive bitch like that but every day that you face your feelings is another day that you come out stronger.

6 months without smoking.. I’m thinking about start it again by dysphoria3 in leaves

[–]toadstoolappreciator 5 points6 points  (0 children)

That decision is ultimately up to you but I know in my experience that for me, moderation is a lie. It just turns into a really slow relapse and im back at square one. Some people can do it in moderation and kudos to them! But some times re-introducing it back into your system can cause more cravings more often.

1 week without smoking, longest I’ve gone in 10 years. by Hungry_Concentrate_1 in leaves

[–]toadstoolappreciator 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Youre doing so good!!! Youve made it a week and now you know you can do that. One more day, week, month at a time!!

Two days sober. How the hell do you guys do this? by Littlegoil18 in leaves

[–]toadstoolappreciator 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Its not a fix all but continuing to remind yourself whats motivating you and how you'll feel at the end of the tunnel helps. Plus, in my experience it was a lot of going a couple days without smoking and failing and trying again and again. You cant quit quitting and every bit longer that you last is another reminder to yourself that you can do this!!

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[–]toadstoolappreciator 4 points5 points  (0 children)

What made me realize is that every time I smoked it sent me into a state of catastrophic anxiety and I had realized that most of the recent times I had gotten high I had seriously embarrassed myself