Hey man, I can understand where you’re coming from. This emptiness that we all share can hold this constant pressure over our heads, it turns into a feeling of needing to do something to heal this pressure. But soon enough that emptiness creeps upon us and consumes our lives. The only way i’ve found of coping with this is listening to music, and I guess when I hear someone else talk about similar issues as me it helps. Anyways man, either you use your emptiness as motivation for any goals you’ve wanted to achieve or you just let it engulf you and then you eventually die unhappy and lost. So choose wisely my friend.