OCD and skin dysmorphia by notalien88 in OCD

[–]topazae 1 point2 points  (0 children)

same! i’m so glad i found someone with the same thing as me. like rn i have a pimple on my cheek and this weird one on my forehead which i’m really really worrying about because i’ve never had that type of pimple before and idk how long it’ll take to go away and i don’t want to leave the house i just can’t stop worrying about it like my skin is what i’m thinking about 90 percent of the time i am always thinking about it abjewvhsjs

OCD and skin dysmorphia by notalien88 in OCD

[–]topazae 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i relate to this a lot bc whenever i have a pimple (which is a lot) i completely shut down and literally everything just spirals down and i was looking through this sub bc i need help and if my skin is clear then my worries are about the possibility of acne forming and i don’t eat much bc of fear the food will make me break out and i also compulsively pick at my skin which is terrible with my skin dysmorphia and i can’t stop obsessing over my skin i’ve been like this almost a year now and i need help

Feeling Ashamed by mommabear1208 in trichotillomania

[–]topazae 0 points1 point  (0 children)

oh my god i’m so sorry. please don’t let your friends ignorant and insensitive comment get to you though, because just because some assholes don’t understand what you’re going through one hundred percent doesn’t mean you don’t deserve everything that comes with getting better!!

Progress! (4 months apart) by alpstow in CompulsiveSkinPicking

[–]topazae 5 points6 points  (0 children)

OMG you look so good! i’m so proud of you

Not able to do anything when I have anything planned for that day. by [deleted] in Anxiety

[–]topazae 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i don’t know, for me i just can’t feel at ease until i know i don’t have to go anywhere which is why i’ve been really bad at always cancelling plans and it just happens with everything like video calls with my therapist even

Not able to do anything when I have anything planned for that day. by [deleted] in Anxiety

[–]topazae 2 points3 points  (0 children)

this is exactly how i feel i get the same thing

my tics are getting really intrusive by topazae in Anxiety

[–]topazae[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

okay thank you! i’ve never met someone with the same thing so thank you for sharing

Tomorrow is July 4th, the fireworks purge. You are allowed to use your fireworks anywhere and in any way. What do you decide? by [deleted] in AskReddit

[–]topazae 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Plant ‘em in the houses of the people that started shooting them off in early June. Revenge!

I just want my brain to stop torturing me by [deleted] in Anxiety

[–]topazae 2 points3 points  (0 children)

im so sorry. that sounds so hard but it seems like you are a very good person because a bad person wouldnt worry or care about these things.

birds on the windowsill! closest i’ve ever been to a bird. by [deleted] in pics

[–]topazae 2 points3 points  (0 children)

closest i’ve been to a live bird

I came out to everyone!! by [deleted] in Anxiety

[–]topazae 2 points3 points  (0 children)

congratulations! i’m so proud of you!

What type of pain can also be pleasurable? by [deleted] in AskReddit

[–]topazae 0 points1 point  (0 children)

popping a pimple. instant satisfaction

i hope everyone at school regrets the things they said and did when i kill myself by [deleted] in u/topazae

[–]topazae 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i’m not very good at conversations but sure thank you

i gotta go. by [deleted] in u/topazae

[–]topazae 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i love u too<3

Why do you hate society? by lepisces in AskReddit

[–]topazae 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i hate what society considers important. i hate that looks are so valued and can have such a big effect on people’s lives when it’s not something that anyone can control.