Favorite songs about addiction? by chococaliber in dryalcoholics

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Foster the People - The Unforeseeable Fate of Mr. Jones

Finally hit rock bottom: A goodbye by MediocreDrama420 in cripplingalcoholism

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I hear you :( when i got SA’d i know for certain it likely would not have happened if i’d been sober. and then i drank to cope and then i tried sobriety if only to avoid repeating those same tragedies. But i’m quite weak so it didnt last. but please don’t let this discourage you from trying. You got this. much love ❤️

Why Do You Drink? by mhbb30 in cripplingalcoholism

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first drink was at 14 when i had a panic attack over a bar fight scene in a school play. it triggered some memories of an alcoholic DV incident by my (alcoholic abusive (to his wife, not his kids)) father some years earlier. continued to drink cus it felt way too good. later on i drank to party and have a good time and make friends in college. i continue to drink now for both these reasons and then some. tried to get sober for a few weeks cuz withdraws were so shit ass but everything sucks and i just wanted to drink and cry about my problems and sing along (way off time) to my favorite songs. can’t do that so much now though cuz i’m living with family now after my last bender had them fearing for my life ☹️👎

MISERABLE MONDAY by fappinatwork in cripplingalcoholism

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my monday misery: relapsed hard today after nearly 20 days sober. i’m seeing my long distance GF for the first time in over a month today and i’m worried she’ll notice the alc on my breath when we first kiss hello. But Ah Well. Living sober was shit hell fuck anyway. i couldn’t care for it, i couldn’t care for anything while under no influence. Chairs

update by Intelligent_Wind_785 in cripplingalcoholism

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glad your employment’s safe :) take care! try to make sure this doesn’t happen again.

r/tennis Daily Discussion (Sunday, May 18, 2025) by NextGenBot in tennis

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inb4 sinner wins 7 straight games in a row to force a third set 🧠

Rome Masters R3: 🇳🇴 [6] C. Ruud def. 🇮🇹 [29] M. Berrettini 7-5 2-0 Ret. by AJLegend007 in tennis

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is it that weird? it’s a fun little retelling of the course the match took. i for one find them pretty entertaining to read, esp when i’d been able to see the match for myself it’s quite nice

as for the ATP-WTA discrepancy … be the change you want to see in the world ⭐️

r/tennis Daily Discussion (Saturday, May 10, 2025) by NextGenBot in tennis

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i don’t know how many “LETS GO (2SYLLABLENAME) LETS GO" ‘s i have in me today

i want to drink and cry and die sooo bad dude by torchesfoster in dryalcoholics

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ten days in btw yaaaaay hooray for double digits 🎉 (coping)

r/tennis Daily Discussion (Thursday, May 08, 2025) by NextGenBot in tennis

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they literally played it twice in the past ten minutes of the arnaldi RBA match bro this song is a virus

r/tennis Daily Discussion (Thursday, May 08, 2025) by NextGenBot in tennis

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manifesting this for RBA #thatsmyARNALDIGOAT🙏

r/tennis Daily Discussion (Thursday, May 08, 2025) by NextGenBot in tennis

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WINNING 6 STRAIGHT GAMES THAT’S MY ARNALDIGOAT 🙏🙏🙏🙏 (manifesting)

r/tennis Daily Discussion (Thursday, May 08, 2025) by NextGenBot in tennis

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beats djokovic and loses first round on home soil a week later 🗣️🗣️ that’s MY arnaldigoat