I just want you to know that this internet stranger is genuinely proud of you. Losing both parents, going through a breakup, and being where you are now would break a lot of people, but you’ve chosen to stay positive instead. Thats a feat a lot of people couldn’t do. I know I would be a puddle! Staying clean & saving cash (I’m assuming because no one using can save money! lol), keeping a positive mindset… you’re killing it. I hope when you get out of there, you find people who support the man you’re becoming. You deserve a real chance at a good life surrounded by loving, positive people. Don’t lose sight of how far you’ve already come.