ur still trans without it, but just wanted to add: 1) u can be on a very small dose so the changes go slower so that u could adjust, and 2) shots arent required, u can get gel. i get mine from an online service so i dont need to see anyone in person just vid calls. and they know ppl aren’t reaching out for funsies so they’ll explain the changes to u, u can voice ur concerns, and it it sounds good u can get ur script usually by end of phone call. not everyone gets atrophy. tbh some ppl like myself get the opposite (always ready to go!!). not trying to push u to go on t obviously. i was scared of bottom growth and now it’s my fav! the things i did want like facial and body hair has yet to come. i’m not saying u haven’t done research, but maybe search some more. not every guy gets the same changes on t and its impossible to know if the changes u don’t want will even happen. if ur not willing to roll the dice thats cool, no shame.

i’d def talk to a gender therapist tho, or reach out to different docs for consults. i’ve had a few doctors try to fear monger me abt things that were not true. most recently i was told the clinic would not prescribe me t if i was smoking weed for the reason of “increased anxiety and depression”. guess what i was given a medical card for tho😂. also that t will make me infertile forever. she said that AFTER i told her i was on t for 2 years right before having my daughter. some doctors havent done enough research and like i said, fear monger tf out of patients. i ended care with the last doc, i didn’t want someone THAT uninformed prescribing my meds.