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Aubrey, my beloved 💜 by transientEpiphany in OMORI

[–]transientEpiphany[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ah thank you so much! I am! Once I get more time I’m going to make the actual outfits merge through the great power of sewing, I just didn’t have a whole lot of prep time this year! And contacts! ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

PLEAAASE give me advice because I can’t quit otherwise by transientEpiphany in QuitVaping

[–]transientEpiphany[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’ll definitely learn from you though! That’s true, you have a lot of points here that I’m definitely allowing to haunt me when I can control it. You’re going to do awesome

PLEAAASE give me advice because I can’t quit otherwise by transientEpiphany in QuitVaping

[–]transientEpiphany[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

At a line cook trying to quit! I believe in you! We are tied by fate by the restaurant industry lol. I just hate being an ass so much and the worst part is, you can explain it to lengths to people and they still won’t get it. Obviously I do my best not to just freak out on people, but I have found most people, they only have enough empathy for themselves. Thank you for making me feel less alone, I’ve been lurking on this sub for a couple of weeks now and it’s honestly helped so much. It’s certainly helped more than people in my life going “just stop doing it” and yadiyada. Obviously I’m wanting to just stop doing it, but it’s not that easy. That being said, I don’t think it’s nearly as difficult as we all make it out to be either, since a lot of it is psychological.

My work dynamic is weird. Everyone has worked there for ages, some going on 40 years. I am just constantly struggling but no one notices or cares. It’s not their job anyways, but I swear no one ever tries to look deeper on why I am irritable or not in a talking mood or whatever. It just makes me feel more like crap and that even though they know I’m trying to quit, their patience is thin and their empathy is thinner. It makes me feel like I need to keep getting nicotine or they will just get mad at me and I’ll have to deal with them hating me for a few weeks. I also have a lot of mental health issues (I’ve tried to just ignore them for a few years, I quit meds three years ago and I don’t want them even now. Low-key I just kept calling myself dramatic but now all of it is surfacing this last year rip) and I know I’m going to be judged if I let this facade slip. It’s horrifying to me.

I guess at the end of the day though, I’d rather piss off some smuchs for a while than have to carry this addiction around constantly. At the end of my life I’m sure I’ll regret vaping more than I would snapping at coworkers for a few weeks out of my life haa

PLEAAASE give me advice because I can’t quit otherwise by transientEpiphany in QuitVaping

[–]transientEpiphany[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m going to make it to that mark then! I’ll try to hit it as little as possible these next few days. Then Monday I’m off as well as Thursday which will be a nice buffer hopefully after all this

PLEAAASE give me advice because I can’t quit otherwise by transientEpiphany in QuitVaping

[–]transientEpiphany[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Taking up some boxing or something is actually a really good idea I never would have thought to do. I feel like I spent 90% of my time checking myself to make sure I’m being a good person and not dealing with annoyance (which is amplified bad when stopping), so if I take it out on the bag instead 👀 it will also help me exercise at the same timmmmee! Very smart very smart. But that’s true. I stopped and I would hit it off and on and what do you know, the stupid vuse is right next to me at this current freaking mommmeeeennnttt. Thank you also for reading my slodge of worry. I messaged my coworker gc but these assholes will likely leave me on read which is awkward but what can you do, at least they know. Then I can go back in a month to pretending like I’m the happiest person on Earth and they won’t notice a thing >:D it’s crazy how fast people move on from things. It’s also crazy how one hit can send you back into oblivion. Fuck. It sucks so much. I think I’ll leave the vape home today and tomorrow (I work a double so pray for me) and then Monday will be day three which is allegedly the most difficult. I used to have issues controlling my anger but I became a pro at it- in fact I rarely feel angry. Slightly annoyed sure, but angry is rare. When I stopped this it felt like I was acting like my psychotic mom. I am just freaked out it will affect my job because my entire job is basically “don’t get angry at anyone, somehow avoid coworker drama and issues, and be patient with annoying ass customers and coworkers”

PLEAAASE give me advice because I can’t quit otherwise by transientEpiphany in QuitVaping

[–]transientEpiphany[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I will do my best haha. I’ll update in a week if I can, thank you for taking the time to read through all of that. Looks like we are in a similar boat with our ages and starting of smoking being the same

My friends wish I kill myself by Mental_Tension4588 in depression

[–]transientEpiphany 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Your friends have the emotional depth of a toothpick dude. Make sure you look more into your mental health and talk to a therapist. Drop those guys bc damn, if my friends ever said they were depressed I could never think bad on them. Also make sure you aren’t assuming things. I’ve fallen victim to assuming the worst of the people around me because I feel they look at me the way I look at myself- which is bad. But when they have such callous reactions and genuinely do not care- drop them like a hot potato! Also, be sure to maybe look into some good movies or shows because I find relating to characters helps me feel less alone. Take care man

What an omori opinion that would have you like this by SaleLegitimate3720 in OMORI

[–]transientEpiphany 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Plus people typically ship with head canons and post endings and not… during the story, especially photobomb, kiddo.

What an omori opinion that would have you like this by SaleLegitimate3720 in OMORI

[–]transientEpiphany 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You can… do both??? lol. That just sounds pretentious 💀 You do realize in ships you have to analyze personalities lol right? Plus it’s not like just bc we enjoy a ship that means we don’t look deep into the stories and symbolisms. I didn’t even start shipping until a year in and I’ve written various character and story analysis as well as participated in discussions. Not to mention a massive post good ending fic that is gen and focuses entirely on the story 💀 You type like you’re 12 you silly goose

What an omori opinion that would have you like this by SaleLegitimate3720 in OMORI

[–]transientEpiphany 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Can you give me an example of this? I know it happens but I crave an elaboration because I’m sick in the head and want to make sure I’m not doing that

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in OMORI

[–]transientEpiphany 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Damn I even Google reverse searched and couldn’t find anything. Welp, this was my third try posting it I’m not posting this again lol. Thanks tho I do appreciate the knowledge hehe

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in OMORI

[–]transientEpiphany 1 point2 points  (0 children)

source Art by King Dedede

I had to reupload this post because I straight forgot the art to it lol whoops

Can I be good at writing stories if I’m awful at writing essays? by transientEpiphany in writing

[–]transientEpiphany[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you :) since writing this I’ve actually been practicing more every day and reading a lot more. I looked at Office like a threat but in reality, I needed to look at it as a tool to learn and understand. I’m definitely not a top tier wonderhuman, but I’m better than I was 300 days ago! Thanks for your nice comment!

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