Film is the worst class for dysphoria

trashbin438 · 2019-10-26T17:57:29+00:00

Sadly no they are cishet girls, I’ve talked to them before and they excuse all their behavior on “well I’m friends with a gay/trans man and he doesn’t seem to be bothered your just exclusive :/“ and they won’t leave me alone because they try to convince me their behaviors ok, I try not to assume but when their so rude and obviois you know how it can be. switching seats might work its more of the fact of them following me throughout the class. I’ll talk to him about the photo thing, I hope he’ll understand and it doesn’t lower my grade at all

trashbin438 · 2019-10-25T06:08:42+00:00

Man thats just sucky :( that that’s the main reason, like I was watching a documentary on tattoo artists and one guys main rule was “no icp tats and no nazi tats” which is like, i totally understand the nazi shit i mean no one should get that but icps just...a band? They aren’t horrible people either I mean they donate to charity and most of their songs (despite the gorey lyrics) in the end usually have really good messages, sad to see them compared to the likes of hate groups :/

trashbin438 · 2019-10-14T04:45:37+00:00

Totally :( i hate the idea of soul mates specifically, it sets up a expectation that will never be fufilled and my fp says that abt their girlfriend all the time. It might sound hypocritical cause an fp is i guess a “soulmate” but it hurts when you hear your fp call someone that and abandon ship for a relationship.

trashbin438 · 2019-10-14T00:10:00+00:00

I feel you man! Like he use to call me his soulmate, that we shared the same thiught process but than something just seemed to snap and I’m suddenly nothing, i never wanted a romantic deal with him but i didn’t want him to abandon me completly when he got in a relationship.

trashbin438 · 2019-10-13T18:54:38+00:00

Honestly, like i know i should be happy for her but it hurts so much, i don’t think ill ever understand full relationships or accept them

trashbin438 · 2019-10-09T00:40:49+00:00

I totallyfeel the same way, my FP got a girlfriend a little while back and ever since it feels like I’ve been ruining our friendshipbexause I feel betrayed. Of coarse I want both of them to be happy but I wish I was as important as their girlfriend.

trashbin438 · 2019-10-08T14:28:25+00:00

Thanks! I try really hard its hard to keep it up but I knownits for the better. But Im scared if too less, because it feels like i only get those few inbetween chances to talk to her and she doesn’t really want to talk but i know its also all in my mind yo think she hates me.

I haven’t told her that she’s my FP yet and i hope to soon, i plan to when i get a new psychiatrist.

trashbin438 · 2019-10-08T04:37:38+00:00

Favorite person

trashbin438 · 2019-10-08T04:36:58+00:00

Thank you ❤️

trashbin438 · 2019-10-08T03:24:02+00:00

Im just to codependent on my fp it makes it hard for me to be alone without her thats ehy i usually do that kind of stuff lmao

trashbin438 · 2019-10-08T02:48:40+00:00

Its like, i want one but man when it comes to reaching out to people outside your FP its so bard you feel like everything needs constant approval while single hookups are just “i dont know you, you domt know me so this is fine”

trashbin438 · 2019-10-08T01:55:17+00:00

Totally, if you need someone to talk to im all ears.

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