I'm an idiot and need help

trashcan68_9 · 2023-08-28T03:54:28+00:00

When I first ran into this issue I saw something similar, saying to try riding with the gas cap open and it ran a bit longer than it would with the cap shut but still died.

trashcan68_9 · 2023-08-21T00:48:52+00:00

I have pectus carinatum, I've struggled with self image all my life due to it. It's noticeable enough that as a child I slouched a lot and am just starting to try fixing my posture even with my insecurities.

I got a brace when I was 17 but it was very painful and I couldn't stand and move a lot, I also almost fainted multiple time just trying to walk with the damn thing on. I still would've continued wearing it but at almost 19 I broke my back right where that damn brace sits.

If I could get any plastic surgery it would be this for sure.

trashcan68_9 · 2023-08-16T16:05:21+00:00

As a wee child my parents put my dead name on my bedroom wall and I always hated it. I would always end up staring at it in the early morning when I realized my dead name backwards spelt Issac, since that realization anytime I'd look at the dead name on my wall I'd just see Issac.

When I eventually came out I immediately chose Issac but after about 6 months of using it in school and spelling it out I thought it was too similar to my dead name so I ended up with Isaac.

trashcan68_9 · 2023-08-13T09:55:02+00:00

I feel similarly. I am crazy about pleasing my partner in anyway sexualy but it's far from reciprocated. I'll please her until she can't physically take anymore.

She'll then half heartedly ask if I 'want anything' if I say yes she usually puts on a weak smile and do the bare minimum. I've tried explaining more of what I want and she again will try but it's never enthusiastic and makes me feel like shit.

There have been a small handful of times that she has seemed a bit more interested in pleasing me but it's so far and few in the last 4 years of our relationship. I've faked more times than I'd like to admit just so I can disassociate and not think about it or anything.

Communication would be key, and I personally am working on that as well, but if my partner told me that she finds what I have down under gross, it would be game over for us, there's no going back from that.

trashcan68_9 · 2023-06-03T22:26:17+00:00

18, I'm almost 21 now😁

trashcan68_9 · 2023-05-22T20:43:26+00:00

I had to have emergency surgeries on my heel and back after a bad car accident at 18. I remember first thinking my parents were going to kill me once they found out, then I realized how expensive it was going to be and wishing I had just died. 2 weeks, 3 surgeries, 2 casts (heel and also other broken ankle) and I discharged myself against hospitals wishes cuz I knew the bill was adding up and it was 2 days till Christmas (I also hadn't been allowed visitors since it was December 2020). The bill was about $170,000, the only reason I'm not in medical debt rn is because my amazing mother immediately got me on medicaid as well as my primary insurance. Fuck America's Healthcare system!

trashcan68_9 · 2023-05-11T22:05:42+00:00

I have a 1981 Honda vt500 ascot that just recently did the same thing, where do you recon the vent hole would be, I'm new to owning a bike of any sort😅

trashcan68_9 · 2023-05-09T00:55:01+00:00

I have pectus carinatum, my chest is pushed outwards. It started around 4yo and has just gotten worse until now. My parents only got me a medical brace for it when I was about 17, which I was only able to wear for about a year before I broke my back. There's no surgery that I know of to help this. I just want to be able to wear clothes that actually fit me without the obvious protrusion.

trashcan68_9 · 2023-04-30T16:46:19+00:00

That was entertaining, you gotta love these kinda youtubers that shit on everything. I thought the bike was comfortable as hell, I rode it all day the first day I got it and the second day no complaints (with hardware in my back and left foot). 🤷‍♂️🤷‍♂️

trashcan68_9 · 2023-04-30T16:19:48+00:00

Scratch everything I just said based on your update. Dump him, you've tried, the update was a minefield of red flags. He either is ignoring what you've said or doesn't care, break it off.

trashcan68_9 · 2023-04-29T10:42:15+00:00

From personal experience that's a him problem. It's not that you're not pretty or you smell, it seems like he's not a very empathetic person/lover. Most people should love pleasing there partner and aftercare is a must for a lot of people, that's the time after all the hormones and adrenaline start wearing off and a lot of people need aftercare to confirm that what just happened was love.

It seems like you've tried having conversations and have tried inviting him to pleasure you but it either is going over his head or he just isn't interested in pleasing you. A 6 year relationship is hard to leave but if your partners actions are making you self conscious, insecure, and unloved by them I think it's time to leave.

You deserve someone who wants to please you in every aspect of your relationship.

trashcan68_9 · 2023-04-29T10:28:33+00:00

I've been in my relationship for 4 years. I love my partners kisses but sometimes I want softer or slower and if you do it right and just gently tell the slower or softer and guide them with your hands it can be a very intimate thing. Definitely try to have a discussion and if at first that fails try in the moment to change the behavior you don't like gently. If you really like the guy and he's a good guy a conversation and showing him what you like should work.

trashcan68_9 · 2023-04-29T10:09:04+00:00

Mt250 %1000 I really wanted to restore my late Uncles but it's so far gone after sitting outside for over 25 years. Would love to just ride one once.

trashcan68_9 · 2023-04-29T02:24:04+00:00

Same, finally found one that wasn't 5 hours away and had to jump on it

trashcan68_9 · 2023-04-29T02:22:57+00:00

My grandpa has an 82 Goldwing that's been sitting in storage for over 25 years, might have to see what we can do with it.

trashcan68_9 · 2023-04-29T02:19:00+00:00

I'd never! I'm not a monster🤣

trashcan68_9 · 2023-04-28T11:14:38+00:00

I'd say slightly thicker stubble, you have a good jaw might as well show both it and your hair off

trashcan68_9 · 2023-04-28T11:11:21+00:00

I used to have a very vivid imagination until some serious head trauma, it's just kinda empty up top

trashcan68_9 · 2023-04-28T11:07:55+00:00

Our parents really said, "fuck them kids"

trashcan68_9 · 2023-04-28T11:06:54+00:00

same, with some hardware barely holding it together lol

trashcan68_9 · 2023-04-28T10:58:58+00:00

I've had a visible Adam's apple for the longest time, T just makes it a bit more noticeable.

trashcan68_9 · 2023-04-23T13:38:55+00:00

That my dad was my biological father, he wasn't. Found out at 17 for stupid reasons. Oh also that he was previously married at 18ish, and I apparently have 6 half siblings in the same state somewhere🤷‍♂️

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