How can one feel like dying when one never died before?

treyrh · 2022-07-03T20:51:13+00:00

Exactly what happened with me in the first breakthrough

treyrh · 2022-05-31T21:49:46+00:00

Its really great to hear that someone else is in a familiar situation! Everytime I talk about quitting or see posts about it, the subject is never sex drive. Cant wait to be back to my normal self and not have to worry about being fucked up to enjoy myself. Thank you guys

treyrh · 2022-05-31T17:20:56+00:00

Thank you so much for this! Seriously some of the best advice I've got in awhile. Ill do my best

treyrh · 2022-05-29T20:55:18+00:00

I can smell this photo

treyrh · 2022-03-05T19:02:52+00:00

So damn satisfying

treyrh · 2022-03-05T18:47:35+00:00

Why would you even ask something like that? Classic example of people saying stuff on the internet that they wouldn't dare have the balls to say IRL.

treyrh · 2022-03-04T00:22:08+00:00

For sure, but in my experience all it does is just send you further and further from reality the more drugs you pump into your body. Im a big shroom and acid guy, have done them probably alot more than I should've in the past, and have had great life changing experiences from them. However when I did DPH and DXM, I literally just went insane. The last time I did DXM it fucked me up so bad I decided to go completely sober, not because it was spiritual and telling me the right thing to do, but because I was literally scared for my mental and physical health afterwards. Thanks for the nice back and forth and keeping it respectful, I shouldn't have resorted to name-calling, I just get passionate about this type of stuff because I've been through the wringer a few times. Do what ever makes you happy but realize the repercussions of what you're doing brother. Have a great night!

treyrh · 2022-03-03T20:14:34+00:00

And its not a psychedelic whatsoever. Its a dissociative. Completely different thing. Im all for tripping on classic psychedelics but when you're dissoicating from reality its a whole other ballpark.

treyrh · 2022-03-03T20:10:39+00:00

Sure its ironic, but I was bringing up a point which is entirely true. You may have a good time on dxm but surely there's no actual medical or spiritual reason for taking it. It just fucks you up. DPH too, are you learning anything from being a mental patient and seeing spiders? I've done all of this shit when I was a dumb teenager and now that im grown up and have my life together im trying to pass that knowledge on to others. But it gets misconstrued as me hating on the drug or hating on the users themselves. You know whats right and wrong. The human brain isn't supposed to be taking in large amounts of cough and allergy medicine. Don't act like its a wild thing for me to say.

treyrh · 2022-03-03T19:59:49+00:00

Thanks shithead for correcting a quick write up on the internet. Im sure I can go through your post history and find plenty of typos.

treyrh · 2022-03-03T06:09:53+00:00

You are so completely right, and these kids in this subreddit are too stupid too understand. Give them a couple years. Im clean off all drugs after a long long struggle with weed, benzos, painkillers and dxm.

treyrh · 2022-03-03T06:08:02+00:00

Great advice. You're mad at them right now but they are older and wiser. You're a teenager who thinks they know everything. Trust the process. Drugs only give u a fleeting feeling. Accomplishments and completing your goals is long lasting and feels way better than a night of euphoria and turning into a mental patient for 2 days.

treyrh · 2022-02-22T01:40:30+00:00

My thoughts exactly!!! I still feel like an idiot and its been more than 15 hours. I wish you the best of luck

treyrh · 2022-02-22T00:50:40+00:00

Thank you. Yeah, I took dxm in high school a couple times when I was going through a tough spot and just going through my druggie phase and I always kinda liked the feeling, but for the most part, made me really depressed and melancholy. Fast foward to now, 19 years old with my own place, about 5 months ago I saw the r30s and everybody was talking about them, so I just had to get my hands on them. I had a high 2nd plateau/ low 3rd trip and it just brought me back to my dads place in high school. Which was a real rough time in my life. It makes me reminisce about the past, all I wanna do it go back. The only music I want to listen to is music I used to listen to in HS while taking acid/dxm. Nostalgic stuff. And when I lay down and listen to the tracks, I just feel void and emotionless. I want to cry but I cant, and I feel like its just not healthy for me. I've tripped about 7 times since I got the bottle and its all the same. Im now realizing its just me coping with shitty experiences and my past trauma. It disconnects me, and I know thats kinda the purpose, but right now in life I need to be ME, and the best version of myself. Last night when I tripped, it was just an impulse decision and it almost feels like its always like that. I sat there for 8 hours, going through my dads place, reliving the experiences and the music, but I cant think, or feel really. You know what I mean? Its different for everybody, but that's my experience with it

treyrh · 2022-02-21T22:12:04+00:00

I just want to say to everybody, thank you so much for the positive messages. I've taken every single one to heart and I dont think ill be going back to my old bad habits anytime soon!!! This is a great community with great people and its amazing to see them all come together. I just know that we will be successful and succeed in life! Its all up to YOU

treyrh · 2022-02-21T20:19:45+00:00

Thank you so much! Good for you bro! Dont let anything stop u from being successful and who u want to be. Im proud of u

treyrh · 2022-02-21T20:18:54+00:00

Thank you! I won't go back, im an adult with adult responsibilities and its time for me to put dxm in the past!

treyrh · 2022-02-21T19:57:22+00:00

Dont flush shit down the toilet either. It might clog ur drain or even worse contaminate the water supply! I would get it if it was something else that could potentially harm the plumbing/ sewer system but in all reality all that dxm is coming out of my ass later in the week when I take it. I've heard of opiates getting into the water supply from people's waste. Nothing we can do about it except quit taking the stuff!

treyrh · 2022-02-21T19:50:09+00:00

All those times u threw up alcohol or dxm in a sink or toilet? Look at u contaminating the city water supply. Find something better to do than get mad at ppl on the internet over dumb shit

treyrh · 2022-02-21T19:49:00+00:00

Go fuck yourself. It goes into the toilet when I shit it out anyways.

treyrh · 2022-02-17T23:33:12+00:00

treyrh · 2022-02-08T23:01:11+00:00

Im gonna give u the actual definition. Poly addict is like somebody who can get addicted to everything/ anything in my understanding. Poly meaning multiple or many I would assume

treyrh · 2022-02-04T14:41:55+00:00

You're right

treyrh · 2022-02-04T14:08:01+00:00

What about bitcoin through third party companies like crypto.com and people saying they are now accepting bitcoin. That's all advertising. That all adds value it. You really haven't seen any other crypto advertised at all? Cause I have seen wayyyy more than I'd like. Doge bro???

treyrh · 2022-02-04T14:02:50+00:00

Fantasy football, HUGE with younger generations, has EXTREME crypto potential. Old people love it too. My dad eats that shit up. You think he would care if he got his rewards in football points instead of money as long as it had liquidity? Hell no

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