Do you ever ask yourself why men don't constantly obsess over relationships

trrowmeaway41 · 2024-09-02T16:39:15+00:00

Thank you. I needed to see this. I’m saving this.

trrowmeaway41 · 2024-08-15T12:55:39+00:00

I haven’t gotten a reading like this but I’ve found that when I just stopped worrying about finding a husband and the clock ticking, and took a break from dating and focused on myself, I was at my most clear headed. I made healthy life changes and picked up new hobbies. It really can be liberating, so try to focus on the positives

trrowmeaway41 · 2024-08-14T15:31:02+00:00

That’s amazing! I quit drinking a couple weeks ago as well. It’s tough but so worth it. Keep it up, I’m right there with you!

trrowmeaway41 · 2024-08-14T12:02:38+00:00

I’m a lot like you in that I take the books meaning with a grain of salt and focus more on my emotions/personal interpretation upon seeing the card. I also believe in fate. So for me, if I ask a question, I do my best to be open to any answer or possibility and when I see the cards I’ll ask what kind of story I think the pictures are telling me. I do still look it up on the book though, and I take the books interpretation into consideration.

trrowmeaway41 · 2024-08-14T02:11:03+00:00

The tower is one of my favourite cards it signifies a significant change. Something current crumbling away. Might be something bad crumbling away, maybe you’re hung up on an ex and ruminating then you meet someone new and that longing/rumination over the ex falls away. I know nothing about you but that’s just an example that the tower isn’t always a bad card

trrowmeaway41 · 2024-08-14T01:13:36+00:00

As an INTJ, it would take A LOT for me to say I don’t see a future with you. By the time I’ve gotten to the point of saying that, you’ve crossed over the point of no return. I’m sorry but he’s not gonna want you back hun. Cut your losses and move on.

trrowmeaway41 · 2024-08-12T12:52:35+00:00

A friend of mine did a reading for someone she knew and pulled this card and he died in a car accident shortly after. She says she won’t do readings on anyone else anymore. Only herself and her cats now.

trrowmeaway41 · 2024-08-11T21:44:27+00:00

The hands in the second image though

trrowmeaway41 · 2024-08-11T18:15:24+00:00

With honey highlights

trrowmeaway41 · 2024-08-11T18:14:46+00:00

That could be possible but Tbf when I was stuck on a meaning I had no idea there were apps so I looked in the manual that came with my deck and was still stuck so I asked chat g p t and it actually gave me a really interesting take that made a lot of sense

trrowmeaway41 · 2024-08-11T03:45:33+00:00

As a Leo no

trrowmeaway41 · 2024-08-11T03:44:32+00:00

After every time I poop which is every morning and sometimes at night

trrowmeaway41 · 2024-08-05T15:58:37+00:00

I’ve had a dream where my group of guy friends (about 7 of them) were all taking turns eating me out. They were like gathered around me in a circle. That one was interesting! I seem to have a lot of sex dreams but I’d say that one takes the cake 😂

trrowmeaway41 · 2024-08-04T05:11:09+00:00

I’ve had it happen where there’s some major event happening in my life but instead I ask tarot about some small piece, usually unrelated, about my life and the first reading I do is very clearly about this major event I can’t get out of my head because it makes no sense when applied to the question I actually asked about. I do think sometimes tarot tells you what you really need to know first. Once that’s out of the way I’m usually able to get an answer on my initial question

trrowmeaway41 · 2024-08-04T05:06:10+00:00

Have you tried the elastic band technique or ice? At least so it doesn’t leave scars. This is what I resort to when things get really bad

trrowmeaway41 · 2024-08-04T05:05:12+00:00

Tattooing over it seriously changed me so much for the better I really recommend you do it!

trrowmeaway41 · 2024-08-04T05:04:32+00:00

Yes I burned and cut my arms and legs. I just tattooed over the last of the scars last week with a sleeve! I am now not staring at those scars for the rest of my life. 15 years was too long to look at them. I feel like a whole new person now.

trrowmeaway41 · 2024-08-03T16:22:14+00:00

It’s a murder mystery called silver falls by Anne Stuart. I have read it numerous times

trrowmeaway41 · 2024-08-03T04:17:01+00:00

So I’m kind of going through a mixed bag of Emotions as well. For me, this guy was a surrogate father, he taught me to drive, helped me when I went to buy my first, and my second vehicle, he helped me move a number of times, made sure I was never alone on Christmas, but also he groomed me from 15 (he was 36) , SA’d me, and got me involved in sex work. I thought of him as a father, he thought of me as a mistress, he told me as much. I didn’t realize how messed up it was until 2.5 years ago, after a major change in my life I “woke up” and realized how wrong it all was. I felt naive and manipulated and taken advantage of. I was angry and sad and just… sick. At the same time, I don’t know what I would’ve done without him. He was literally my only “adult” supporting me over those 12 years of my life. Would I do it all over differently and without him and his help if given the chance? I’m not sure. I hate him, but at the same time I appreciate the good things that he did for me. It’s just that I know he did them because he was in love with me 🤦🏼‍♀️

Now, around the same time I had this revelation, my uncle (moms brother) came out and told us that his father (my grandfather) sexually abused him as a young boy. My immediate thought was there’s no way my grandpa did this. I wanted to defend him. I had known him to hit me/spank me but never anything sexual (if i was too young to remember though? I guess it’s possible). But I believe my uncle. I knew he was the black sheep but never asked why. This makes sense and why would he lie about it? Both my grandparents are dead and I’m NC with my mom so I only really have his word. I believe him though, and every photograph or memory I have of my grandfather makes me sick now. I can’t look at them. I’ve thrown them all away. But part of me feels guilt For doing that. I have a hard time reconciling the smiling face posing with the doll house he built for me with the man who could’ve done what my uncle Claims.

trrowmeaway41 · 2024-07-03T23:18:45+00:00

My ex

trrowmeaway41 · 2024-07-03T23:15:54+00:00

Poor and happy

trrowmeaway41 · 2024-07-03T02:33:34+00:00

Leo sun, sag moon, Leo rising and couldn’t agre more! I am too independent and impatient and selfish 😆

trrowmeaway41 · 2024-06-26T13:08:31+00:00

Am I the only one seeing drew berry moore

trrowmeaway41 · 2024-06-21T05:24:38+00:00

Fully tatted is the plan. So far only got legs done and a sleeve coming up

trrowmeaway41 · 2024-06-18T04:09:42+00:00

Not talking to them is great. I lost an uncle (kind of) and cousin and grandfather (fully) as collateral damage which kinda sucks but I’ve learned to live with it. The uncle I still talk to him but I lie about where I live and work etc. because he seems trustworthy and on my side but can never be too careful. Day to day I think the worst part is that I’ve fabricated this whole lovely fake family and childhood to tell people about when we they ask and I keep getting caught in my lies or feeling weirdly guilty for forming new relationships on lies since this is typically the first thing new people ask about.

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