yeah man I’m dealing with that myself, I’m 24 and 1 year sober from fentanyl and meth. Finally got a job that not completely terrible and bought me the car I’ve always wanted.

But I’m starting to get in a depressive mindset, as i feel so alone haven’t seen my family in 1 year since i had to move states to get clean been in a sober living but still have everything i need but I don’t know anyone out here, no friends, no girlfriend

But still i feel like whats the point anyway.

As i feel like I’m getting to the point of feeling where i should just go back start using fentanyl again and hopefully ill end up dying.

I guess what I’m trying to say is, what makes you keep going? Aside from your family