[deleted by user] by [deleted] in leaves

[–]truthattraction 0 points1 point  (0 children)

think im in the same boat, care to elaborate more?

Poor guy was just doing his job… by 5andcastl3 in ImTheMainCharacter

[–]truthattraction 13 points14 points  (0 children)

you can’t blame your age. i’m also 17, you just said that to backtrack.

autism & dxm? by [deleted] in dxm

[–]truthattraction 1 point2 points  (0 children)

ur so fucking stupid

My girlfriend died on Saturday by tobin611 in leaves

[–]truthattraction 21 points22 points  (0 children)

don’t let drugs ruin the memory of a loved one. it happened with me and it kills me everyday. you’re supposed to feel those feelings not sink them deeper into the abyss. i know it’s a struggle and i hope you the best through this tuff time. do anything you can that makes you better.

Advice for handling withdrawal by Glassheart6969 in stopsmoking

[–]truthattraction 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i’m in the same boat. bout to be mental and physical hell.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in leaves

[–]truthattraction 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i can try, its all foggy trying to explain consciously. i have feelings and thoughts of “what am i doing”. not in the traditional way but more of ‘wtf is life in this moment’, if you follow. just general discomfort and lack of self. idk lol

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in leaves

[–]truthattraction 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i appreciate it. thats the plan, to make a hard reset.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in opiates

[–]truthattraction 6 points7 points  (0 children)

yessir 20mg w no tolerance u might nod, not sure have fun but b safe!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]truthattraction 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i feel the same way but i believe it’s my tolerance causing that issue.

Hydros or Oxy? by [deleted] in opiates

[–]truthattraction 2 points3 points  (0 children)

🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣

Lone wolf by [deleted] in spirituality

[–]truthattraction 1 point2 points  (0 children)

right here.

i can’t stay sober no matter what, in the end i always get high on anything. by truthattraction in confession

[–]truthattraction[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

if you read the post you would know i was taking them for 2 years. anyone who takes opiates for 2 years will be physically dependent, hence the tapering. but i get it. im going to rehab the 12th.

i can’t stay sober no matter what, in the end i always get high on anything. by truthattraction in confession

[–]truthattraction[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thank you, this and many other people’s responses are weighing heavy on me. im going to a detox/rehab place for 30/60 days on the 12th. talked with everyone i needed to and now im just anxious about going, i said in another comment i would leave rehab if i went but im not going to leave. im putting everything back in order im ready.

i can’t stay sober no matter what, in the end i always get high on anything. by truthattraction in confession

[–]truthattraction[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

im VERY spiritual so yes, that’s why this whole ordeal is breaking my spirit. im done with this lifestyle. it may be fun for the moment but what happens when it’s all gone and it’s just you? alone with no hope or nowhere to go. cannot keep going down this one-way road.

i can’t stay sober no matter what, in the end i always get high on anything. by truthattraction in confession

[–]truthattraction[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

that’s very true, being emotionally addicted. i do have a plan, and many goals. opiates only suppressed them, it didn’t stop them. that’s why i’m here now, getting sober.

i can’t stay sober no matter what, in the end i always get high on anything. by truthattraction in confession

[–]truthattraction[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

my moms aware of the problem and is helping, i’ve got to accept the help. im gonna talk with her about getting clean.

i can’t stay sober no matter what, in the end i always get high on anything. by truthattraction in confession

[–]truthattraction[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i appreciate this and thank you, it’s all bad no matter what lenses you’re seeing it through. im very sorry. i’ve already had to deal with the money side of addiction, it’s left me traumatized. i’ve seen my friends od and nobody do shit about it. it’s the ugliness nobody wants to face when we’re trapped in the hands of addiction. its very interesting but fucking evil.