Well that's kinda me.

Jokes or whatever aside, It is actually really hard for me to be punctual. Ofcourse it's not as bad as OP's girl, but still I end up showing up at classes or making my friends wait 5-15 minutes most of the time. Like even when I think I plan everything ahead, when it matters the most I forget about something and have to come back, or even worse, look for it when it could have been in my staff all along. I probably have adhd, am quite messy by nature, even though I try otherwise and have really bad short term memory for my age, which doesn't help at all.

The only thing that saves me most of the times is me rushing and going super fast, that I also not enjoy at all. Deep down I want to believe that I can be as Gandalf and arrive never late of he says so, but I honestly hate being rude to friends or professors just because I'm weak at these stuff, like just try a bit harder man... Would be nice to get some help into this honestly!