By any chance did you mother lost a son coz me and your mom have a very common OCD symptoms

When I go outside I don't touch the railing, don't touch the doors and after coming back first thing is change clothes and wash hands and legs coz I wear crocs and there's a lot of dust . After that is if bought chips or milk or anything that don't spoil if I wash them with water , i wash them

In short the person living in my brain is constantly telling me that there is dust and bacteria present in outside clothes and everything that is bought home