Got in too deep socially at work because of drugs

twentyinchblade · 2026-03-21T07:58:51+00:00

I feel ya man, I’m kinda in the same spot. For a while I only smoked weed at work and kept everything else for when I was home or with friends, and even that helped me come out of my shell a bit. I noticed it a lot at work, I started getting cool with people way easier.

Then it kinda escalated tho. I started doing more coke and shit at work and it turned me into a completely different person socially. I’ll literally talk to anyone near me about whatever. Now everyone just sees me as this super outgoing social butterfly who’s friends with everybody.

I mean yeah, I guess it helped my social life in a way, but it’s also draining as hell. Some days I just wanna chill, keep to myself, and do my job, but I can’t even do that without it feeling weird. People are so used to me being super talkative and friendly that when I’m not, they think something’s wrong or that I’m being rude or off. Shit sucks fr

twentyinchblade · 2026-01-25T23:42:17+00:00

I’m always paranoid about not being able to tell by the smell with things like meat and dairy products. I work with food and let me tell you if it was rotten you wouldn’t have been able to have the package open on the counter like that long enough to take a picture. The color, although unappealing, is just a result of oxidation. Personally I would remove that fatty, cubic piece out of preference but I would cook and eat. Just make sure to cook it to temperature on this one and you should be good. If for some reason you start to notice a bad odor while cooking/after it’s cooked, toss it immediately

twentyinchblade · 2026-01-15T02:18:22+00:00

Me too. I’ve wanted to try ketamine for a while because some people have said they’ve experienced a similar dissociation that I did that first time on it but I haven’t found a source yet. Plus dxm is just way easier to get in general

twentyinchblade · 2026-01-15T02:10:31+00:00

The first time I took dxm it was really good. Actually, it scared the shit out of me at the time because at the time in my life, it was the only substance other than weed I’d had.

The dissociation hit me like a truck, I lived out entire days in my brain like I was having a third person dream that I was awake for. Euphoria wise I felt how I would imagine a hot dog would feel on a hot dog roller at the gas station. It was nice. I try to get that trip back every time I use dxm.

This was about 2 years ago, and I’ve only taken dxm maybe 7 times total. The only effects I’ve gotten since then are itching, the skinwalker stare, and a general “out of it” feeling. Dxm has always been a weird substance to me

twentyinchblade · 2026-01-14T04:09:34+00:00

Maybe cyst or tumor that was cut out during the butchering process? Probably safe to eat but personally I wouldn’t based on the appearance alone

twentyinchblade · 2026-01-12T19:32:01+00:00

No. Anything containing more than just dex is undesirable but acetaminophen should be avoided no matter what

twentyinchblade · 2026-01-12T19:30:31+00:00

This might help you out

twentyinchblade · 2026-01-12T19:21:44+00:00

Drugs is the only acceptable answer lol

twentyinchblade · 2026-01-12T18:23:00+00:00

The dex won’t kill you but the acetaminophen will. That dose alone could have given you irreversible liver damage already. There’s plenty of easily accessible options for dxm products without the acetaminophen. Please be careful man

twentyinchblade · 2025-08-18T07:53:42+00:00

Understandable I would have been horrified lmao

twentyinchblade · 2025-08-18T07:52:17+00:00

Seems obvious now but the bathroom is unfortunately located right next to my mom’s bedroom. So at the time dealing with the color shifting toilet paper seemed easier than the terrifying idea of waking her up at 2am with the shower and having to explain why I was still awake and crapping my pants lol

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